I need to decide now.
First is : lalayo?
Second : Humingi sa kanya ng pagkakataon na muling maipakita ko sa kanya na ako na lang.
Third : The second is the answer.
I sigh. Matapos nitong kumain kanina ay umalis nako, Hinde naman ako pinigilan kaya naman ayos lang sakanyang umalis ako.
He just need me when he just want to. I don’t want to call her names! Even if i want to, because I love him.
Such a Desperate one!
How can I huh? How can I decide? Ayoko ng lumayo at takbuhan ang kagustuhan nya.
Lalayo ako kung gusto ko. Pero kung pinapalayo nya ko? This time. Ako naman sundin nya!
Kase sa pagkakataong ito ay alam ko na ang gagawin.
Tama!
Hinde nako aalis dahil lang gusto nya. At...
Ipaglalaban ko na ulit sya sa kahit na sino man. Though wala namang umeeksra pero mabuti na rin yon.
I’ll make sure that I will win his Heart.. Soon!
Siguro may best isn't enough yet. But this time I will do with the power of me! To make him mine soon.
So the question right know is “How”
Saan ako magsisimula? Anong mga hakbang ang gagawin ko.
I look at my door when it’s suddenly someone enter on it.
It’s my Dad.
“Sweetheart” He said. Ano kaya ang dahilan at pumunta dito ang napakapogi at napakamabait kong tatay?
“Yes,Daddy?”
He sigh before shatter a word. Lumapit ito saakin at umupo sa kabilang sofa.
Andito lang ako kanina pa at nagiisip kung anong gagawin kay Rover.
“You know that I Love you hija right?”
Anong kadramahan ito?.
I nod with confusion. “Yes! I know that.”
“Alam mo naman siguro na, Alam namin ng mom mo na you want to win his heart again.”
I nod again. Hinde nako magtataka kung alam na nila lahat. It’s creeping me out sometimes, but I’m used to it. Though!
“What you want to tell me exactly dad? Can you just Straight with a point!”
He hissed and he shook his head them smile. A Bright smile!
“Para ka talaga mama mo. Hinde lagi makapag-intay e. Gusto laging nagmamadali. ”
I hissed.
“Yeah! Yeah.. Stop Reminiscing you’re love story here dad. Sa tuwing naaalala ko yan gusto ko nalang kumain ng maraming ampalaya!”
He just laughed. Sila kase ni mommy ay nagkaroon ng masayang love story kaya naman isang araw ay ngitngit na ngitngit ako sa inis!
“Alam mo anak, If you hurt to much.. Just stop. Dahil hinde mo naman ikakasaya iyon. Mabuti pang masaktan ng maraming dahilan kesa mamatay ng paulit ulit dahil sa sakit.”
Natigilan ako at tumingin kay daddy. Hinde pa pumasok sa isip kong huminto o tumigil kay rover. Ginagawa ko ang tumakbo, Oo pero bumalik parin naman ako.
“What do you mean dad?” He just shrug his shoulder.
“Siguro hinde mo pa alam ang meaning sa ngayon but please. Don’t take so much pain honey.. You’re my princess and the princess should be receive more happiness than pains. Okay? Careful baby.” then he kissed me in my forehead.
“Goodnight.”
He left me doubtful maybe I should be more careful. Very very Careful.
BINABASA MO ANG
Twisted Paths (SMBB)
General FictionNot related by blood but he's my Big Brother Not related by anything But He is my Big Brother. He is my Everything but he decline it. He is my Life but he Refuse it. He is my Big Brother and I inlove with him.
