Its No Secret Im MINDLESS

His Heart Won't Settle Without Her

I didn't do much for hours. I lay there in bed, the songs playing over and over. slowly, i fell into a sleep...

~Lexi's Dream~

The water on the beachside sloshed around back and forth. The sky was clear as day, and the sun shone on her like a spotlight. The only sounds you could hear were the birds, the ocean, and the sound of her heart beating in her chest. He knew that she was meant to be his forever, but she wasn't quite so sure.

When he leaned in to kiss her, his hat got blown back by the warm, ocean breeze, revealing his little poof in the back of his head.  When their lips met, she melted into his strong arms. He finally let go, and laid her in the warm, beach sand.

This time, he didn't leave.

He stayed with her,

for practically the entire dream.

But when the dream was over,

he left.

~~ ~~ ~~ ~~ ~~

I heard a knock on my door.

Me: Come in

Madeline, one of our housekeepers walked in.

Madeline: Sweetheart, you seem upset. Would you like me to make your favorite soup?

I just loved her British accent.

And her soup!

Me: Sure. Thanks, Madeline.

Madeline: Oh, your welcome, darling. If you need to talk about anything, just ask.

Me: Okey. Thanks.

Madeline shut the door and I heard her footsteps going down the stairs.

I picked my phone up from beside me.

I had 3 text messages.

From Sahana:

Hey girlie, you hvent txted me at all today, and usually we be txtin like CRAZY! wherr u @?

From Sahana:

Omfg.. Chelsea say u back in Denver! Why u aint tell no1? imma miss u girl.. :'(

From Spencer:

Hey babe<3

My Reply: Leave Me The Fuck Alone.

Spencer: What?

My Reply: LEAVE. ME. THE. FUCK. ALONE.

Spencer: Babe, are u okey?

My Reply: Dnt Call Me Babe.

Spencer: Lexi.. whats going on?

My Reply: SPENCER! STOP TXTING ME!

Spencer: Lexi, I dont understand.

My Reply: I Dnt Understand How U Cud Be Such A Lowlife Nd Use Me For Crime? Bitch

Spencer: Lex, I didnt use anyone. i wud never do tht.. i love u

That last part broke my heart completely. I remember how amazing he was of a person, and a boyfriend. He always made me feel special. He made me feel amazing. But he was a criminal.

My Reply: How  The Fuck Are U Txting Me Anyways? Didnt The Cops Take Ur Phone Away?

Spencer: What cops? There are no cops herre?