Jealous | Mark x Jackson

Intro

Hello my name is Jackson. I'm a very talented person in many ways. I have my group of friends JB, Junior ,YoungJae, BamBam, Yugyeom, and Mark. I'm gay and only JB knows that. I like Mark. We have been friends since we were kids. We are all in college now. Mark is also gay. But the reason I don't talk to him as much is because he has a boyfriend. My best friend BamBam is his boyfriend. You can call me jealous because it's true. I dont know what to do. The best thing for me to do right now is to ignore him. But that's hard. The reason it's hard it's because all three of us are in one dorm. Me, BamBam, and Mark. I'm not gonna lie it gets awkward sometimes. I get jealous easily but try to his my jealousy behind a funny,cute and charming guy. But inside I'm hurting, upset and depressed. I still talk to Mark. But I don't talk to him as much. We are not close anymore. We are not best friends. To be honest I don't even think we are friends. But I try to act like that happy person everyone thinks I am. I love Mark. But I also hate Mark. I don't know my feelings towards him. I love him but I also hate him. All those fun memories together there gone now. I'm not going to lie when I'm at the dorm alone I cry. I cry because I know the guy I like doesn't like me back and is with someone else.

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Hey guys so I'm starting a new book series it's a MarkSon one :3

Anyways I hope you like the intro

...To be honest I can relate to Jackson right now..... ;-;

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