All I wanted was you..

A messy disgusting lie... (Rob)

I sat on her library floor holding her after she told me what she had been keeping from me.

In a way I was glad she finally let that wall down, that she decided to accept me into her life in every way and that... sh-she loved me.

This moment, this exact moment is one I will never forget.

The moment she told me those three little words, and meant it.

My break wasn't as severe as hers but it cut me deep to the point where a bit of my heart went missing.

But meeting her caused that missing piece to somehow come back, it heal in a way.

Belinda makes me feel alive, and trust people in a way.

She loves me for me.

Not because I am an actor, famous, have money, or play Edward Cullen but for me.

Rob.

The one who would rather stay at home playing his guitar than be stalked and trampled by fans.

Don't get me wrong I appreciate them but I need my profession and my personal life not to cross over sometimes.

She sees all the cracks and has stuck around and doesn't mind I occasionally buy her something, even though I think she really doesn't know how to receive gifts from someone especially a guy.

Through all her pushing and testing me I still love her.

I truly and deeply love her.

in such a short amount of time but you know you just know deep inside when you found the one you were meant to be with forever and I found her.

I though I did before but that was a lie, a messy and disgusting lie.

but this, her, she is different, we are different.