All I wanted was you..

Like you are mine..

I stood by the door looking at where he stormed off to.

"What the fuck?"

I grabbed my bag and locked up.

no one just storms off on me without an explanation.

I made sure everything was locked up and ran to where I knew Rob would be.

when I got there the doorman just opened the door and didn't ask any questions.

I walked up to the elevator and pushed the button.

it wasn't going quick enough so I took the stairs.

fifth floor.

I marched up to his door and banged on it.

"Open up Robert Pattinson."

nothing.

"I know you are in there open this door right now!"

still nothing.

"I will make a scene Rob. I swear I will. I will let everyone know who is staying here!"

and the door quickly opened and he pulled me in before I could shout more.

"What the hell are you doing Belinda?"

"No I should ask you what the hell is the matter with you?!"

"What?"

"You just stormed off like that on me! So I ask again what is the matter with you?!"

I was infuriated with him.

and he just stood there looking down.

yes I am that fucking short moving on.

"I uh. I just. Look I have no idea what this is."

"What do you mean?"

"I just met you. I mean seriously just met you and I am acting like this. Like...."

"Like what Robert?"

he kept looking at me and then caressed my cheek.

"Like...like you are mine."

something inside me smiled.

no...gosh darn what the hell is wrong with me?

I started breathing heavy.

in understandable terms....I was freaking out.

and I of course...

"Well I am not yours....and I won't ever be yours."

ran away.

all I heard was.

"Wait Belinda wait!!"

I ran... anywhere. anywhere away from there.

breathe in and out, in and out.

run keep running.

don't stop.

'i love you Belinda Morgan..I always will.'

keep going.

'forever I wanna be with you forever.'

stop it.

'forever'

stop it.

'I promise I won't ever hurt you.'

STOP IT!!!

I fell to the ground and let the tears go.

I couldn't stop them.

"Why?"