All I wanted was you..

There was a sadness in those soulful eyes..

'I love you Belinda Morgan. I always will.'

'I love you too Nathan Smith. Forever.'

'I won't ever hurt you.'

'promise?'

'I promise.'

"NO!!!!!!"

I woke up breathing harshly and covered in sweat.

I haven't dreamed of him for a while.

for a long time actually.

I guess its Rob.

I just need to calm down.

I got up and read the clock it was 4 am.

"I doubt I can go back to bed now."

I walked out to my kitchen to get a glass of water.

I heard someone speak.

"No...don't...you said you loved me...stop it...stop it...STOP IT!!!!"

he woke up the same way I did.

Breathing heavily and drenched in sweat.

I stood there stunned.

he buried his face in his hands.

"Shit shit shit!. When is this going to stop? It has to stop."

he tugged at his hair and didn't realize I was there.

I couldn't keep silent much longer.

"Rob?"

he jumped and turned to see it was me.

"Oh shit sorry Belinda I didn't mean to wake you up."

"You didn't I couldn't sleep. What were you dreaming about?"

"I just-someone...someone I wish I could forget....someone I though I did forget."

I stared at him and realized something...something I should have caught earlier.

He was broken too.

How he got like that I didn't know.

I went to him and slowly ran my fingers through his hair.

he sighed and looked up at me.

there was sadness in those soul full eyes.

he grabbed my waist and brought me close to him and buried his face in my stomach.

he started to shake.

"Hey hey there."

I sat on the couch and brought him back to me and held him.

"It's okay you don't have to tell me."

he looked up at me and stared at me.

"How did I find someone like you?"

"What do you mean?"

"You don't push me, or pry you just understand."

"after what happened to me...I just couldn't do that. Pry into someone problems."

"Thanks."

"Welcome."

I held him close to me as I hummed that tune i got in my head back at the store.

soon enough I felt my eyes getting heavy.

I was comfortable holding him near me, humming.

next thing I remember was waking up with me laying on top of his chest.

I just looked at him and how peaceful he looked sleeping.

"You are something Robert Pattinson....but can you handle everything I come with?"

I started to move slowly so I wouldn't wake him up.

But soon he stirred and tightened his grip on me.

"Hey its alright. I just want to get some water."

He loosen his grip and sat up.

"Sorry I just..I just feel better when you are near me."

"I am not going anywhere anytime soon...Promise."

he shook his head and looked at me and smiled.

"Can I ask you something?"

"Yeah sure."

"How did I get back to my bed?"

"Oh you fell asleep and I decided to carry you back to your bed. But you wouldn't let go of me so I stayed here."

"Oh.."

that is so unlike me....last night was so unlike me.

and yet...he was like me.

he is changing me....bringing me back to life.