Chp.16 I Had Enough/The Secret Spills

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...I pushed Alex away. I had enough of it!

"I-i can't take it anymore. What did I ever do to you to make you hate me!? Huh? Ever since Lauren got expelled you been treating like I'm nothing in this world...you guys are just big bully's who don't give a shit about anyone but yourselves. I kept this secret that u guys beat me & bully me from my brothers. My own brothers! My own flesh & blood but I think that was a mistake so I hope this little speech got threw your ugly little small thick heads & start treating me with the respect I deserve your lucky I didn't bring your sorry asses to court. Fuck you!!!!" I yelled. They looked dumbfounded.

I grabbed my bag & ran out the showers. Why did I even bother coming to school today? Since I don't live that far from the school I didn't even hesitate to skip class. I ran as fast as I could home. I opened the door with my keys & shut it. I slid down the door & broke down crying.

What did I ever do???

I don't wanna cut.I don't wanna hurt myself anymore. I don't wanna commit suicide. Then what do I do?

I stay there crying for a few minutes then my phone rings. I look at the caller ID. It's Grayson.

"Hello?" I said sniffling

"Hey what's wrong?" He says concerned.

"Nothing"

"That's a lie what's wrong?"

"I have been threw a lot & now I'm pouring all my feelings I kept inside..out"

"Do you wanna talk about it?"

"Um..yea"

"Tell me I'm listening. Oh! Serenity, Nikki, & Xavier is here with me. Speaker phone?"

"Ya"

"OK. Go ahead"

"Well..there are friends & there are enemies..one day a friend became friends with your enemies then u lose that friend then u get enemies expelled & the enemies bf isn't happy the enemies is mean & makes u feel like your nothing in this world... I call it Frenemie"

"So what your telling me is that you have been bullied?" Serenity says.

"Yes" I feel tears coming up in my eyes again.

"Baby girl how long?" Xavier asked.

"As many times I cried" my voice started to crack.

"Don't let them get to you face them & tell them off"

"I did"

"Good. Look babe we got to go but we love you very much & don't think about that OK" Nikki says

"OK bye"

"Bye"

I hang up the phone & wipe my tears. I look at the time only 6 more hours till my brothers come home. I get up & decided to go to Dollar Tree. I grabbed my money locked the door & walked there. As I walked there I wasn't paying attention & bumped into someone.

"Oh god I'm so sorry" I say getting up.

"Its alright" he says. He looks up at me."I'm Samuel but people call Sammy or Sam" he says sticking his hand out. He looks 14 years. He has blond hair with brown streaks in it & blue eyes. He looks like he 5'9 & he's very fit. But may I must say he wasn't bad looking.

"I'm Destiny but people call me des'" I say shaking his hand.

"So where you headed?" He asked

"Oh to Dollar Tree"

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