❁J O E S U G G❁

❁Picked on Vol. 2❁

On Saturday I went shopping I bought a whole new outfit, I picked up a portable charger and some new makeup. I was so excited it was all happening so fast in less than 24 hours I would meet my idol. When I got home I packed a small bag for tomorrow I put out my outfit and set 5 alarms so I wouldn't sleep in. You got this. I say to myself feel nervous. Excited but nervous.

I lay in bed awake looking at the ceiling. He's going to be lovely. Tomorrow is going to a good day. I knew I'd show them. Since it was such last notice I hadn't told anyone, no one knew they'd just open Instagram or Twitter and there it would be me and Joe. I slowly drifted off to sleep.

Beep beep beep
My alarm went of I jumped out of bed excited I got in the shower. It was 5am. But I was so happy and bouncy. This was the best day of my life. I was ready wayy to early so I decided before catching the train I'd grab a Starbucks and get on the train. I ordered a cool lime refresher to go. I hoped on the train and before I knew it I was waiting outside in the line to meet Joe Sugg. We had to line up outside first and then the line would follow upwards and indoors. After waiting for what seemed like forever I could see Joe there we about four girls in front of me. Butterflies going crazy in my stomach at one point I thought I was genuinely going to be sick. I was so excited and happy. Then I'm the next person to meet him I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness. Before I knew it was my turn I walk up to him and give him a massive hug 'hi love how are you' he asks me in the hug 'I'm great' I pull away first smiling 'and what's your name?' He queried 'I'm Y/N' I say shyly as I don't like my name 'beautiful name to match a beautiful face' he winks making me blush profusely. I hand him my phone to take a photo. He pulls me closer to him. Our heads are nearly touching except I'm shorter than him. In the first photo we both smile and then I go to kiss him on the cheek but as I turn I think he wanted to do the same and our lips nearly touched before we both burst out laughing at the awkward situation that just happened. He looked like he typed something very quickly on my phone before handing it back to me. As I walked away I looked down at my phone to see my notes were open and a note read ' Y/N meet me in the green room- JS X' I look at my phone puzzled then I look back at Joe he is talking to someone and I saw them point towards me. They then directed me to the green room. I met joes manager and his publisher and so many more people that seemed important they all look confused as to why I was there and I was confused to but I got talking to them and they were lovely considering I was a girl younger than all of them and none of us knew why I was actually here. Joe came back an hour or so later. He looked like he ran from the meet and greet to the green room which was about a 3/5 minute walk so it wasn't that far 'Y/N thank god you're still here I thought you might have left' he smiles as he rambled 'could I have a private word love' he adds 'sure' I walk over to him he places his hand on my lower back as I walk through the door then led me into another room which was empty with sofas he invited me to sit the sofa with him. We face each other and he looks into my eyes 'I know this is all very odd but I really wanted to get to know you more when I saw you I knew there was something special I have never seen in a person I can't even explain it but I saw my future ahead of me and I know this is strange we only met an hour ago and that was only for a minute or so but I couldn't let you go not that easily any way' I couldn't believe what just happened did he just say he saw his future with me I was speechless 'sorry I know this is all a lot and I seem like a creep and you probably have a boyfriend and stuff to do' he looked away upset I turned his head back towards me 'that's not true i don't think you're a creep and I wouldn't miss this for the world' I smile 'how's about we go out on a date' he stammered nervously 'I'd like that a lot' butterflies explode in my stomach. 'When?' I ask 'what about now?' He asks we go to leave when Joe security says that he can't leave the building because there are loads of fans outside and he'll get mobbed. We walked back into the "sofa" room. 'This sucks' Joe said clearly pissed at his security. 'Why don't we have our "date" here' I ask trying to cheer him up 'like right here right now' he look puzzled at first 'yeah why not' I ask. We have our date we talked for ages until it got dark. 'I should head home' I sigh upset 'let me take you back' he say 'I live 20 minutes away on the train' I was devastated I had to go 'you could stay at mine' he offered 'I have college in the morning' it killed me to go home but I had to go somewhere 'well you can't go on your own it's dark and I want to know you get back safe' he seemed upset 'are you sure you don't want to come back to mine?' He asks 'I guess I could skip college' I say 'you don't have to I could buy you an uber back' this was the thing if someone had said to me a month ago "do you want to stay at Joe Suggs house tonight" I'd have said "hell yeah is that even a question I mean sign me up for the week" but now it's actually happening I feel like I have known Joe my whole life because of YouTube but in real life we had known each other barely a day. The voice inside my head said no but my heart said yes and I was kinda scared of getting murdered I'm mean I'm only little I wouldn't scare a fly let alone anyone that could do some actual damage. 'Fine I give in I'll come back to yours' I know I'd hate myself if I didn't. Joes face instantly lit up 'great' he smiles. We got back to his and it occurred to me id have to sleep in my underwear and wear the same clothes as today tomorrow. 'You okay?' He asks 'yeah I'm just thinking' I answer still wondering wether I should go to college tomorrow 'aboutttt?' He wanted me to go on 'about wether I should go to college tomorrow' I sigh taking a seat on the sofa in joes living room 'I'll pay for an uber or taxi to get you there' he sits next to me 'that's very sweet but it's not getting there is the problem it's the people that will be there when I get back to college' I tell him I already feel like I trust him I mean its a weird relationship to have with someone when you have watched them on a laptop screen almost going through life with them but they just see you as another view or thumbs up and I knew more than a normal person that just met him would know about him. Since I have been watching him for years I felt I could trust him already because it feels like I have known him in person for so much longer. 'Why what did they do?' He was the most caring person I had ever met in my life 'well this is so awkward' I laugh nervous 'basically as you probably know I'm a fan of your videos' I look at my feet not wanting to carry on but at the same time wanting to get things off my mind 'my friends at school torment me about it and take the piss saying how if never met you and that I'm to old for YouTube and that I should stop trying id never be important enough to be noticed by anyone and i could never make a channel because I'm not funny enough and.. ' I swallow a lump in my throat 'and they said I'd never meet you and said if I ever did you wouldn't like me' my eyes glued to the floor I couldn't bare to face him 'fuck them' he said as he embarrassed me in a hug 'they always said I was obsessed with you and I wasn't I'm just a big fan and I don't want to sound like a crazy fangirl it's just I'm a fan you know your funny adorable sweet kind caring just to name a few things I mean how could I not like you' I kind of forgot where I was my thoughts tumbling out 'sorry you must think I'm just another fangirl' I look at the ground joes finger came up and lifted up my chin 'I think you are so sweet so beautiful so gorgeous and amazing and your so called friends don't deserve you' he looked into my eyes. We talked for hours and hours. The next thing I knew I had fallen asleep in joes arms. All my dreams had come true in just one day.