Hate, Hurt and Love 》Sehun

"Don't go."

Both of us stand up and walk to the gate. Before he walk home, he face me.

"Take care of yourself. Take care of Sehun too." He told me.

"Thanks." I smile at him.

He waves to me then walk away.  go back inside and lock the door. I went to his room.

I realize, his room is neat. He also wears the same clothe this morning. Grey sweatpants and blue shirt. I sigh then walk to him. I sit beside him.

I stare at him. My hand suddenly move to his hair and stroke it. It's so soft. I don't know why, but my hand move on its own. My eyes flutter close and my head move down and my lips stop on his forehead. I love you.

Suddenly, he moves. I panic and quickly stand up. I look at him and worry if he knew what I did.

Shit. If he knows, I'll be in trouble.

His eyes slowly open and he finally notice my presence. He coughs, making me worry. I quickly sit beside him and help him to sit up. I pat his back slowly.

"Do you need water?" I asked.

He didn't utter a word but he nods his head. I, again, walk downstairs and bring him a glass of water. I give to him and he drinks it. He place the glass on the small table beside him.

"Are you okay?" I asked him softly.

"I don't know." Just say that you're not okay.

I slowly walk towards him and sit on his bed.

"What happen?"

"You're right. She only wanted my money. She dumped me. She cheated on me. She didn't love me. She used me. She.. she.." He can't continue his sentence because he's in the urge to cry.

No, please don't.

I quickly wrap my arms around him. I stroke his back.

"Don't tell me. It's okay. It's going to be alright. I'm here for you." I soothe him.

It hurts me because he loved her.

But it hurts me more to see him broken like this.

He may seem cold.

But I know, he needs someone to protect him.

And I'll be there, Sehun. Always be there.

"Rest, Sehun. You need a rest." I broke the hug and face him.

He nods and I help him to lay down. I put his blanket on his body. I stand up but he stop me by grabbing my wrist.

I look at him.

"Don't go."

My heart flutter.

"I won't. I'll just clean this table and come back here okay?" I told him.

He slowly let go of my wrist. I start to clean the table. Once I was done, I think of something. Then I take out my phone from my pocket and dial her number.

"Hello?" She spoke.

"Unnie. Can you help me?"

"Sure. What is it?" Eunji said.

"I can't go to work tomorrow."

"Why?"

"Sehun...is sick."

"Oh. Okay, then. Take care.''

"Thanks unnie. Bye."

I hang up and shove the phone into my pocket again.

I walk to his room again. I thought he's asleep..but he's not.

"Why you didn't sleep yet?" I asked him.

I didn't go to his bed. Instead, I'm just standing at the door frame.

"I can't sleep." His voice cracked.

Just how many times did you cry?

I didn't say anything. It's not like I don't want to speak. But, I don't know what to say. If I ask him why, I already know the answer. He can't sleep because he's thinking about Ahreum.

"Hayoung, come here." He spoke clearly.

I don't know which one to feel. I'm mixed with feelings.

I slowly walk towards his bed and sit down, close to him.

"Why?" I asked.

He somewhat look hesitate.

"Can you... sleep with me tonight? I swear I won't do anything to you. I just need..accompany. But if you don't want, it's ok-"

"Sure." I cut his sentence.

He looks so shocked like he doesn't believe I would sleep with him.

I stand up and close his door and switch off the light. Thankfully, I still can see even if it's dark because of the moonlight.

I lay on the bed with him but far away from him.

But I feel him moving closer towards me.

I know my heart is beating so fast.

I know there are butterflies in my stomach.

But I didn't move away and let him wrap his hand around my not-so-slim waist.

We're way too close that I can't even breath.

I'm fckin blushing right now, Oh Sehun.

"Thanks for staying with me and took care of my wounds." He whispered to me.

God, please stop.

"It's nothing." I'm close to stutter but successfully didn't.

He pull me closer to him. I can't help but to face his chest and hug his torso.

How can he smells so good?!

This is no near to awkward. It's so comfortable.

"Goodnight." He said to me.

"Goodnight too. Rest well." I replied.

I feel something so soft landed on my forehead. His lips.

He kiss me a little longer and I close my eyes.

Please stop the time.

Then I feel something different also landed on my forehead.

Is he crying?

He pull his lips from my forehead.

I hug him tighter.

"Please don't cry." I told him.

He didn't answer.

Instead he hug me even tighter.

And that night I fall asleep in his arms.

That night, is the best night ever also the worst night.

But, I want him to know.

That I'll be there to protect him.

I won't leave him.

And I love him.

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