The day I first saw you
I knew things were gonna change
Now listen to the voice of my heart in the blue
The one blazing with the fire of rage.
You've turned my world upside down
You've turned me head over heels
You've hurled my conscience and let it drown
You've left a scar which never heals.
You've held me close and shaken my soul
And now it shudders from the name of yours
Seeking ambush in any safe hole
At every sound made by the move of yours
You've given me a bliss that short lived
And pain I endure for life long
I'm scared of my own shadow fixed
You've lowered my spirits to the point everything seems wrong.
You've murdered my morale
You've killed my confidence
You've made me a coward and now I fall
Eternally into an abyss of your presence.
Your thoughts constantly prick me
Its depressing, despairing and hurting
I can't doze, I can't dream you see
Cuz you have made me a walking dead merely surviving
I can't laugh, can't enjoy somwhow
All my hopes now seem to fade
My past comes haunting me time and again now
From a cheerful girl to a lost soul it has made...
I doubt your love
I doubt you...
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Haha finally an update! Idk if you will like it cuz I have written whatever I could think of amidst all the busy school life I have these days ( Main exams approaching close.)
Now why have I written this poem? I feel I can write tragedies better. Besides, I love writing optimistic and tragic poems and this is just another one of those yet again I will say, I am a flop romantic writing, like LITERALLY. Its really hard for me to come up with something romantic ( including the awkwardness )
I thank you all for reading my poems. I certainly am grateful to each and every reader.
Love
~Namra
BINABASA MO ANG
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