With those glittery eyes you welcome me
And dart them towards wherever I go
Though for a moment you say nothing but I can clearly foresee
The accusation like a wild beast pounding against its cage
Speaking for itself, " Oh how can you drop so low?"
Misunderstanding taken for granted
And it spreads like a fire wild with enmity
Mistake, I loudly plead
They don't hear a word, don't ponder deep in for the truth
My stumped heart as strong as iron, absorbent like cotton takes it all in silently.
The pearls of my life, the twinkle of my eyes
The few people endowed with my trust
Believe them do I blindly with love that shall always rise
Gloom my world to my shock within a moment
And the trust that bound us together, shattered into crumbs like the earth's crust.
Like a blindman's cane I trusted them
Thought that they were the only candles in this sombre world
On whom I thought I relied for help not betrayal or mayhem
Whom I thought knew me inside out, never to take undue advantage of any weaknesses
But I was proved wrong, my world swirled.
More shocking than sudden death, heart rending like stabbing the back
And plummeting into the abyss forever
My hopes faded, smeared like being immersed in the silent sea, self control I did lack
Plunged out of the wonderland to the nightmare of reality
My heart broken into shreds like a glass which mends never...
They saw me suffering, they witnessed me being abashed
And knew my feelings and what the outcome would be
Yet they watched it silently never to reveal , their behaviour only lashed
Th wounds may heal but the scars remain forever
Like an albatross hung around the neck you see.
Nevertheless a speck of clemency in them did light
And unveiled their deeds
Out of sympathy, pity or reasons I know not they did understand my plight.
Too late by now, the limits had exceeded, there's no going back
The locket of friendship has broken, on the floor rolled the beads.
The question circles my mind, " Oh what was my fault?"
When I spoke the truth you ignored me, when I saved you, you taunted me
And brought my cheerful existence to a sudden halt
Was it that I'd been too lenient and carefree, never to bother that provoked you?
Or was there a strong vengeance behind those friendly eyes?
It doesn't matter now what the reason be.
It stings my heart, it aches, it hurts to know
My generosity, my love, my carefreeness have failed me
And that the sadness that has engulfed me will grow
I need to weep and let the pain be assuaged
Yes, the fault is all mine; I've been too good you see...
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