Code 365 Project Memory

Datum 4 : Savior

Forgive me for doing this to you, but I hope you deeply understand my decision. You're a good woman, Revienne, and I know you'll find a much better and deserving man than me.

This will be my last good bye, I guess hindi na tayo maaring magkita pa.

Forgive me, Revienne.

Alexander

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Drops of rain begin to fall down from the mourning night skies as it quickly blur and wash away the ink through his last letter.

Di tagal ay agad kong naramdaman ang lamig ng malakas na ulan na bumabasa saaking buong katawan. Napapikit ako at hinayaang maghalo ang aking mga luha sa mga ito.

Mahigpit kong niyukom ang aking mga kamay. Hindi ko na alam kung saan ang masakit! Bakit ganito? Bakit ako pa? Why do I have to endure this kind of pain in my life??

Strong winds and rain then crumpled the said letter out of my hands.  

Tulala kong pinagmasdan ang aking mga malalamig na paang nakatapak sa malambot at putikang lupa as I slowly grabbed a sharp swiss knife out my pocket.

I wasn't able to make him happy in my arms. I'm such a terrible person. If only I can manage to turn back time, I swear I would be a better woman. 

The cold harsh rain then poured over as I snugly grabbed my long black hair ends. Napapikit ako as I let the sharp edge of the knife touch my hair.

..I'm no good at all, Alexander.

With a swing of the knife on my hands, thick pieces of my hair then fell on my wet and cold feet. Agad na lumakas ang buhos ng ulan as I stepped in front of the cliff.

Nalula ako nang madatnan ng aking mga mata kung gaano ka taas ang aking kinaroroonan ngayon, ngunit I stood straight forward. 

I did not let fear stop me. I don't know where to start again. I guess this will be the end of this suffering, tutal, may hangganan na rin ang aking buhay.

Why wont I make it quick then? 

Napangiti ako as I gazed upon the furious waves splashing through the sharp rocks at the bottom of the cliff.

Nanginginig akong naglakad patungo sa pinakadulo ng bangin as heavy rain fall poured all over me. I guess this is it. This will be.. 

Napapikit ako at bulag na hinakbang ang aking isang paa patungo sa kawalan..

See you, soon..

....

......

Nang bigla masagi saaking isipan si Hagalaz. My eyes widened with an unusual feeling as tears flooded my eyes as I shouted his name.

"Hagalaz!"

I shouted as I immediately retreat my foot towards safety na nagpa unstable ng aking pagtayo. Saaking muling pagtapak sa madulas at malambot na lupa ay agad na nanlamig ang aking buong katawan.

"Sh*t!"

Lubos na binasa ng tubig ulan ang nasabing parte at agad kong naramdaman ang biglang pag guho ng lupang aking tinatapakan.

I immediately regret my decision. What on earth did you just did Revienne?!!! 

But it was way too late as I realized that I was at the edge of death, away from the safety of the cliff towards the deadly deep black waters of the raging sea.

Biningi ako ng isang malakas na tunog ng pagsalpok ng aking nahulog na katawan sa malamig na tubig dagat.

Wala akong marinig kundi ang mga bula na unti unting lumalamon saakin. Wala akong maapakan! Wala akong makapitan! Wala akong makita!!!!

Hindi ako makahinga!!!

Panic readily set in as I struggle my self out of the water, but it seems to quickly sink me in. Unti unti kong nararamdaman ang panghihina ng aking katawan at ang pagbigat ng aking dibdib as oxygen rapidly depletes through my body.

With my last ounce of strength I forcefully tried to swim my way up nang bigla kong marmadaman ang matindig pag pasma ng aking mga paa. 

Sa sobrang sakit ay hindi ko na nagawa pang iwasan na mapasigaw sa ilalim ng tubig causing my mouth to open as water then totally silenced me in the deep.

Wala na.. wala nang pag asa.. Why would I have to suffer this way?.,.

Nararamdaman ko ang unti unti kong paglubog as cold waters wrapped me up and kept my body comatosed.

Hagalaz? Nasaan ka? Nasaan ka....

My eyes grew heavy and started to close nang may marinig akong malakas na pag salpok sa ibabaw ng tubig. Ano..Ano kaya yun?

With my hands still hoping for salvation, I immediately felt a warm skin touched through my hands and my arms as it attempted to pull me back.

I tried to open my eyes, but it was a total blur. I was able to see a blurred image of a man wearing a black suit.

Agad kong naramdaman ang kanyang mainit na dibdib as my eyes finally closed down.

My Savior..

*** To be Continued

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HAGALAZ' PREVIEW SCENE

Hinding hindi ko palalampasin ang mga pangyayaring ito. Don't you dare lay your dirty hands on that girl!

Sisiguraduhin kong mahuhuli din kita..

Next on Code 365 Project Memory : Datum 5 : The Image

"Now, do you think that we're trolling you, Hagalaz?"

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