Breathless

One and Only

*POV KENDALL*

I needed to stay on the party because of all the guests I tried calling Cara and Kylie but no one answered, mom and my sisters asked where Cara was and I said she didn't feel well so she went home. After everyone left I finally made my way home. I parked my Mercedes and I noticed Kylie's Ferrari parked. I got in my apartment and Kylie was on the couch checking her phone.  She saw me and got up.

Kendall: Where is she?
Kylie: Sleeping. You should talk to her Kenny.
Kendall: I will. Thanks Kylie.
Kylie: No problem. Kendall?
Kendall: Yes sis?
Kylie: Could we talk some time?
Kendall: Whenever you need it.
Kylie: Thanks. Well bye.

Kylie left and I was about to go to my room when Cara walk into the kitchen. She didn't look at me all the time we spoke.

Cara: Hey.
Kendall: Hey are you okay?
Cara: I wasn't feeling my best. Sorry for leaving you.
Kendall: What happened?
Cara: She won't bother again.
Kendall: Cara I'm sorry.
Cara: What for?
Kendall: I feel like I made you do something. If I pressure you.
Cara: You didn't.
Kendall: Then why don't you look at me?
Cara: I can't
Kendall: Why not?
Cara: I don't feel proud of me.
Kendall: Cara why?
Cara: I just don't!
Kendall: Baby tell me.
Cara: I fuck her!

Cara yell at me and then we stayed in silence for two minutes. I sat down and she was hoping for a reaction.

Kendall: I'm sorry. I didn't wanted you to-
Cara: I am sorry.
Kendall: Why you? It was my fault.
Cara: It wasn't. I made you a promise of being yours. And I promise myself the same. I don't feel proud of that. I fuck her. And now I can't look at you. I feel ashamed.
Kendall: Don't.
Cara: What?
Kendall: You are an amazing person who deserves the world. Now you look at me because it's my fault.

Cara looked at me with a tear on her eyes.

Cara: You know I just never felt this way for anyone. Earlier today she came and I realized that I could not make this to you. I can't be with anyone but you. I just love you more than anything. And she call me in the morning to tell me she missed me and she was the one for me. And I told her to just keep her distance because I would never be with her. But I did today and maybe there was another way to make her keep her distance but I don't know I just wanted to-
Kendall: To make sure your feelings to me.
Cara: I know what I feel for you Kendall but I am afraid. Afraid of hurting you or hurting myself.
Kendall: I wouldn't care if you did.
Cara: What?
Kendall: I fucking am in love with you Cara. I said I do not just to your proposal but I said I do to being always by your side. I said I do to being yours. I said I do to fighting together. I said I do to support you no matter what. I said I do because I fucking want you in every single sense of the word. I want you Cara and I do. We may fight we may get mad but we should do it together. At the end of the day we both want each other. And I am scared too but my feelings for you are bigger than my fear.... Cara I don't want to make you scared for hurting me.
Cara: I don't want to hurt you Kendall.
Kendall: I know baby. Either do I.
Cara: Kendall I want you.
Kendall: Why don't we try something?
Cara: Like what?
Kendall: Everytime you feel scared or just when you feel like it. We are going to talk about it instead of running away in Kylie's Ferrari.
Cara: Sounds good.

Cara started laughing a little and then she looked at me  smiling. She kissed me softly and then started moving her tongue inside my mouth and her hand slip into my thighs. I separate from the kiss and looked at her placing my hand on hers.

Kendall: And why don't we see a movie?
Cara: Netflix and Chill?
Kendall: Seriously we already had sex twice. Why don't we watch a movie for once?
Cara: That sounds good.

She lean and gave me a soft kiss.

Kendall: I love you.
Cara: I Love you too.