Drowning -A Chris Motionless Fan Fiction-

Emotionally tired...

-Chris's POV-
"Okay baby wake up, it's time to head home" I shook her awake,
"Emily?" I shook her lightly again,
She just mumbled,
Poor thing, she has been out since Alex left, the pregnancy has really been getting to her, she has been getting really tired easily,
I'm gonna look after her until this baby is born,
"Emi, come on baby, we gotta get you in the car, you can sleep then okay?" I said shaking her gently,
She sat up slowly from the couch and rubbed her eyes,
"S..sorry, I..I just tired" she said yawning,
"It's okay baby, come here, time to head home" I said kissing her forehead carrying her to the car,
"A..am I not heavy?" She said weakly snuggling into my shirt,
"No not too bad I've been working out" I grinned
"I see, that's why your all muscly and stuff" she smiled weakly poking my chest,
I chuckled okay,
I kissed her cheek as I buckled her in the car,
"W..what time is it" she yawned
"1am em, we will be home in two hours" I said kissing her hand,
"Okay" she said turning around,
"C,,can you sing?" She said quietly,
"What do you want me to sing?"
"Skulls,misfits" she yawned,
I grinned
"Okay"

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We got back home around 3 am, Emily was stirring in her sleep the whole journey.
I picked her up and carried her to bed,
We slept,
I awoke to the sound of whimpers and squeaks, another nightmare?
I turned I was wrong,
She was sat up in the bed holding her stomach,
"Babe what's wrong?! It's not coming is it?" I said worryingly,
"N..no, I..it's just contractions,"
"You okay?!" I said turning on the lamp,
"I..it really h..hurts" she stuttered,
"Here hold my hand" I said
She held her small hand round mine and squeezed,
She struggled to stand and slowly limped to the bathroom,
"Baby?" I said supporting her back as we walked slowly,
She tried to kneel down but hurt her back in the process,
I helped her down and opened the toilet lid for her,
She began to be sick,
I rubbed her back, tears in my eyes,
I hated seeing her like this, and it was all because of either mine or Kane's doing,
Oh fuck please get this over with soon, just let it all be over so we can start afresh than living with all this bullshit,
She curled up after being sick and sat on the bathroom floor,
I put my arm round her and she snuggled into my shirt,
"Just let it end Chris" she began to cry a little,
" I know baby I know"
"I'm tired," she whispered,
"I'm mentally tired" she added,

Hey..
So uhh sorry for not updating, it's been rough, ever once Monday I have been triggered by you know what and I have forced myself to not have anything on me for Christmas as the whole family is coming and knowing my luck my mum will find out on Christina's day and ruin everything,
I might not make it clean through the night but hope I do though.,
But whatever,
I was thinking on going to a gay pride with the squad, well... Part of the squad at school. Sounds fun tbh, even though my father is homophobic I still wanna go and get painted a rainbow and dhow mu support n stuff,
Still finding my sexuality, going for the bi zone y'know but whatever,
I'm sorry this author note is kinda darker than usual,
Just let this fucking school week be over already, I have dance class after school and I've been dreading it all week,
FML.
Seeya guys love you and stay strong,
Xxx