Drowning -A Chris Motionless Fan Fiction-

God im a Monster

-Chris's POV-

Ever since yesterday I have been really paranoid about Emily. And I felt so bad after seeing her scars. I had friends who went through that and they....they didn't make it. They took their own lives due to those simple minded people who wouldn't accept people, and the sad thing is, they still exist.

And Emily, I'm so worried about her, after all she has been through with her family and everything. I want her to be okay again, I want her to be safe. Why am I worried about her so much, I have never felt this way for anyone before.
What is going on?

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We ate breakfast in silence...
"What day is it Chris?" She asked yawning
"It's Sunday why?" I replied
"Date?" She said with wide eyes.
"4th of May" I replied looking at her weirdly.
"Shit!!" She shot up and limped upstairs
"Hey wait what is it?!" I said running after her.
She closed the door of the bathroom inside her bedroom and locked it.
Wait what if she does it again,
You know the white lines, God I'm so paranoid.
"Emily open this door" I said sternly
"One minute" she said
"No  open up now!!!" I said beginning to sweat banging on the door with my fist.
"No!!! I can't!!" She yelled
"Emily!!!!" I yelled loudly.
She opened the door with tears in her eyes with her hands and knees shaking like crazy. She was in a beautiful red dress with black tights and black creepers.
"I...I...I..was..j...just...g..getting...changed" she stuttered.
I sighed
"Emi I'm so sorry I thought you were" I said softly.
She just looked down at her feet her hands still shaking.
God I'm a monster. What is wrong with me, I loose my temper so much.
"Baby did I scare you?" I asked softly.
"A little" she squeaked
"Em I'm so sorry I will never hurt you, I was just worried that's all, I just want you to be safe, I can't let you get hurt no more darling" I said giving her a warm hug.
"Thankyou" she said quietly.
"Why have you dressed up anyways" I asked
"Today is the day mom died" she said sadly
"Oh, I'm sorry em" I said sadly.
"Can I visit her?" She asked
"Of course what makes you think you can't?" I replied
"Just used to asking for permission with my dad that's all" she replied
"Oh ok, well when do you wanna go?" I asked
"Soon I just gotta do my makeup" she smiled
"Okay"
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We drove to the cemetery and she got on her knees. I stood behind her and watched.
"Hey mom, I've missed you, a lot has happened between the last time I've seen you, I met my idol, you know the man with the amazing eyebrows. Yeah I guess I have finally found a friend who accepts me, anyways I'm gonna go, I love you, I promise I'll visit soon, love you" she smiled
She got up tears in her eyes,
"I have a place to show you" she smiled
We walked past the cemetery and climbed a wire fence.
"Hey where are we....wow" I said looking at the view
It was a beautiful sight of a lake and a sunset.
I used to come here all the time with her, she hated my dad, he used to hit her, and when she passed in a car accident he moved into me,
"I swear the next time I see him, he is getting my fist to his face" I replied
"I would like to see him get what he deserves" she smiled
"Hell yeah" I yelled
She giggled, her cute little laugh that gave me strength...

We spent the rest of the day eating pizza and watching Lost Boys..