How Can This Be? *Finished Narry Love Story*

Healing

Niall's POV

"I'm sorry I am not perfect," Louis states.

"Who said I was?"

"I don't want to hurt him."

"Lou, just walk away," I say turning away from him.

"You can't even look me in the eyes."

"I don't want to," I say.

"Fine I'll have Eleanor deal with you."

"El likes us," I state.

"I don't care. I'll make her hate you," Louis says stomping away.

I take a deep breathe. I can't believe I am arguing with Louis. We have never had this problem before. I don't know what to do. Things are messed up.

Harry's POV

        I want Niall. I don't want to be alone right now. I wish he would come. I hate being in this hospital bed. I hear the door open and close. I look up to see Liam. He looked rather upset. He sits next to me without saying a word.

        "Hey," he says.

        "Li, what's wrong?"

        "Louis is in love with me."

        "I know. Do you have a problem with that."

        "Niall told me to try to date him but I am not gay. So I was talking to him today and I told him I am playing him. He cried. I felt like a complete monster."

        "It's okay."

        "How?"

        "You know what shut up! Louis isn't worth it."

        "I want him."

        "It's okay."

        Liam comes over and hugs me nearly crushing me. He is very upset. I wish I could help, but I can't seem to. I really don't know how. I pull my arms away from Liam's hug. He pulls out. I really feel bad.

        "He isn't worth it," I say lightly.

        "Harry," Liam snaps.

        "He quit, Liam. He has knocked me down. He hates the fact of Narry being real. He's homophobic. He yells at me all the time. I don't want to cry myself to sleep anymore.  I don't want to be afraid to be myself. I can't live that way. I already have to do it in public and I will not do it here. I can't. I know I am babbling, but I need to get my point across. I'm donee with him."

        "I never knew that was happening."

        "I don't want you to know, but I am done hiding. He has beat me. I don't know who he is sometimes. One day he's happy the next he is beating me for being myself."

        "Harry, Louis is bipolar. Somedays he can't help it. He refuses to take his meds sometimes and that is why he gets so angry. He doesn't want to be. He told me not to tell you, but I think you need to know. He doesn't have it that bad, but he can get depressed."

        "Yeah, I know. One time when he finished beating me, he burst into tears. He could't stop crying. I had no idea why. He was just mad. I hugged him and he didn't push me away. I didn't know what else to do."

        "He told me after Perrie died."

        "That was a while ago. How did you keep that?"