Chasing The Bad Girl

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Luigi

I don't know why should I give her something that can remind her of me when I'm leaving her. Alam kong mas magiging mahirap para kay Samantha but damn! Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagawa ko paring magpaalam at bigyan siya ng ideya na babalik ako para sa kanya.

Maybe a part of me wanted to come back for her. God knows how confuse I am! Pero hindi ko kayang manatili sa tabi niya na mayroon akong galit na nararamdaman.

"You are leaving her! Gago ka! I knew it. I knew it! Ito talaga ang plano mo hindi ba?" Skyler punched me.

He's holding my collar into place and I can see how he gritted his teeth. He is really mad. What should I expect?

"You don't know anything. You better fuck-off." I said. Lalong humigpit ang hawak nito sa akin.

"Damn you! Bakit ka ganyan? Para lang masunod ang gusto mo kailangan mo pang makasakit ng iba? She's inlove with you! Can't you see it?"

Love? That's impossible. She can't fall inlove that easy right? The last time I check kahit si Samantha ay nalilito pa kung ano kami. I intentionally did not name it because I know what I'm just up to.

"Wala kang alam kaya wag kang makialam."

"Makikialam ako dahil mahalaga sa akin si Sam! Hinayaan ko siyang mabulag sayo dahil nakikita kong masaya siya--"

"Then do me a favor. Wala naman ng makakapigil sa pag-alis ko. Just do me a favor. Stay by her side. Huwag mo siyang pababayaan. If you like her, pursue her. Don't let go of her. I am taking you in charge of her safety."

That was the last time I have talked to Skyler. Tumuloy ako sa pag-alis. Ginawa ko ito dahil ayokong si Samantha ang mapagbuntunan ko ng sama ng loob.

I went to Laureen's place but I never stayed with her. I just visited her. I wouldn't deny that Laureen has a part in me. Hindi naman siguro madaling mawala iyon.

But things changed. The way I look at her is different, a part of me wants to believe that this is just because I have seen Laureen changed pero hindi, I am missing someone. I miss Samantha.

I asked my investigator, Jules to look after Samantha. Siya ang nagsasabi sa akin ng ng mga nangyayari kay Samantha. He said she's fine and happy.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sakit na nararamdaman ko nang malaman kong may ibang lalaki na sa buhay nito at higit doon ay ang katotohanang hindi si Skyler kundi iba.

Another guy who can make her happy. Another guy who can see how her eyes glimmer with happiness. Another guy who can kiss and touch my Samantha.

Magmula noon, nabuo ang galit sa loob ko. She's just like the other women who passed into my life. They are all capable of living me. Hell! Ako ang nang-iwan! But damn! May dahilan ako, anak siya ng hayop na Dave Alarcon na iyon!

I was surprised when Skyler visited me. Galit na galit parin ito sa akin. He even punched me again lalo na nang makita niyang magkasama kami ni Laureen. I'll let him think what he wants to think.

I had my vacation in the Philippines. I followed Samantha once, nalaman kong hindi na pala ito nagdodorm na siyang ipinagtaka ko dahil hindi ito nabanggit ni Jules minsan.

Instead of following her, I have decided to go to Boracay kasama ang ilan sa mga pinsan ko. It was there when I saw Samantha's friend Precious Delafuentes.

"Lu-luigi. You are here. A-alam ba ito ni Sam?" She asked. Umiling ako. I saw how her facial expression changed.

Galit at lungkot ang nakikita ko.