My Only Hope.. ✔ (COMPLETED)

Chapter: 26

"Selfish persons are incapable of loving others, But they are not capable of loving themselves either."_Erich Fromm.

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Tani's POV

I was so lost in my thoughts, that I didn't even bother to look around in my surroundings, I can't believe this, what my life has become lately ? I'm really NOT who I was, I've changed, now--I am scared, terrified, I lost my confidence, I lost my boldness. I was a fighter, but that one day, that one kidnapper or maybe that kidnapping made me like this, I have no will power to fight back, when I know that my all suspicions were wrong, he is not that sheikh, he is one of my relative, that means he was always closest from me or--or--maybe he is, that means they were right, Iqbal and that old man was right, there are 3 persons involved, but still--it doesn't explain me that why there are three, okay if I take one as my angel, second one would be my relative, now still---who is the third one? Still, it doesn't explain me that there are three, maybe they have guessed right, but still it's just a guess, not a full-proof thing. But first, the thing that is bothering me the most is----that who can be that kidnapper? And if he is one of my relatives, then who it is, who can do that and why? I remember he told me that he loves me, if he loves me and if he is my relative, then he should have send his parents to talk to my parents for him to marry me, then why he needed to go with this big step like... kidnapping me? Now, he became criminal, don't he know that, he lead his life in so much big trouble, what about his parents? don't they know what their son is doing? they should forbid him to do that if they know about him then, and what about him? Don't he know how big shock would be this for his parents, when they'd actually know all about his evil intentions and his crminality.....But----

WTF is my problem? why am I even thinking about his family. I should think about my family, my--my family Tani. My family is in same danger as me. He is in my home, that fucking bastard is in my home, how could he go this way far to take revenge from me? Yes.. Revenge! There is no way I could take it as his love, if he is doing that just for making me love him, then he'd be a psycho. But who? who could be that? I should find out. But how? How am I gonna find this? From where should I start? What about now? What should I do about his presence in my home. I glanced outside of my room while keep sitting on my bed but I found no one. I glanced at those aunties in my room, I felt disgusted, here I am scared and continuously thinking about something and there these ladies were continuously chirping over my head. Then I saw two ladies came towards me but I didn't recognize them as my relatives and I didn't even notice them in my room. Suddenly, I became cautious. If they'd be---? Before I could think more, one of them spoke up,

"Ohh sweet Tani, how are you feeling baby?" Sweet? Baby? WTF! And now they realized that this is fucking my room and I am sitting here, so they should ask me something?

What should I reply them? that 'Actually aunty I'm so pissed off right now, cause you all big-sacks-of-meat just wasting your and my time here in my room with your horrible hot-topics, and that's just making me more and more angry and I swear if you all won't get out of my room right now, I'd just jump over you all and smashed your heads on that wall' but I can't do that, its nice to think that all but can't do that. I groaned with anger and glared at them.

"Actually---I'm feeling really good, Aunty, But I don't know you two or do I ?" It sounded so ironic but it felt good when I saw their expressions changed to scowl, I felt really good. They were doing nothing for me, they were just ruining my mood more by flashing their ugly and fake smiles on my face, And here comes again a very fake smile, she quickly hid her scowled expression and gave me fake smile and said,