Arranged marrage!!! Not if I can help it!!! Chapter 22
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Chapter 22
Jacks POV
My heart was beating like crazy. She went limp In my arms. Is she ok?! What happened to her?! Why am I happy to be holding her!!! I should be terrified for her! But I couldn't help but let my mind wander. I love the feeling of holding her it feels.... Right. And when we kissed.....It was amazing I could feel the sparks still lingering on my tounge.
"Move her over to the couch I'll get her a blanket and call the doctor." Williams voice was emotionless. He was really beating himself up over this. Well, it was his falt to begin with.
I did as he said and layed her on the couch. I rested her head against the pillow and keep both my hands on either side of her face. I love her.
She's my best friend I shouldn't love her but I do. When she told me she was getting married, that's when I realized I love her. I want her to marry me not ...him.
That's when he returned carrying a huge afgan. I removed my hands from her face and he draped the blanket over Kate. The way he looked at her I could tell he loved her, maybe even as much as I do.
"You really love her don't you?" I had to ask. I was during to.
He didn't even have to think about it. "More than anything in the world." Wow I felt the same. I would give my life for her.
He sighed. "You really love her to don't you?" He repeated the question but this time for me.
"Yes. More than anything." We were silent then. I was taking him in, as my apponent. Who would she pick? She confesed to me she loved him but she wasn't sure anymore.
Did she love me the way I loved her?
"I think she will choose you, Jack. I've already hurt her so much, I don't decerve her. She would be better off with you. She could go back to her normal life, and be happy without me causeing her pain." That took me by suprize. He wasn't even going to fight for her? He would just hand her over? Is that what she wanted?
I couldn't help but let the hope flood through me. He wasn't going to fight, I was. It was an easy battle.
"So you would just hand her over? Without even trying?" There had to be a chatch If he really loved her he wouldn't let her go.
"Your wrong. You have the wrong idea. I do love her. So much that Im going to step down, for her happieness. She is better off without me." His voice cracked at the end. For a split second I thought he was going to cry, but then I noticed his eyes weren't even watering.
For some reason I felt bad for him. His voice had never changed. It was still emotionless, dead. The thought made me shiver. It was like he died. I shivered again, I was really giving myself the creeps.
Kate moaned.
We both snapped our heads in her direction. Slowly her eyes began to open.
Kates POV
I knew I was dreaming because everything was blurry, like my dreams usually are. I was laying on the wet ground someones body was pinning me down. I tryed to push them off but I couldn't move I was paralized.
I looked up to see a firmiliar face. One that send waves I fear threw my body. Matt. The guy that was on me. What was he doing? I could feel. I was just stuck.
I watched him movements trying to see what he was doing. Then I realized. Oh. My. Fuck. I was being raped!!!!! I tryed to move I struggled as hard as I could. I was realeved when everything got more blurry and soon began to fade.
When I opened my eyes I was laying on a chouch William and Jack sitting beside me staring at me.
I was painting. It was only a dream. It was only a dream. It was only a dream. Only a dream? No it was a memorie. I WAS raped! By Matt! The whole savior thing was the real dream. A dream I wanted desperatly to be reality.
When all this dawned on me I began to cry. I sobed. I felt two pairs of strong arms comforting me. But I was to dazed to feel any comfort.
I just cryed.
***sorry guys this is kinds short but I'll do more later. Tell me what you think and please vote!!! Thanks!!!***
