I always try to be the worst child so that my brother and sister don't get the worst punishments but I always end up making it worse for them and for me. But now I can't even remember how to be a good child in a good family so basically I wrecked my family by trying to help.
It seems like that happens a lot to me, really. I always end up fucking everything up when I try to help and, God, that hurts the worst when you see everything you tried to work out ends up falling apart.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Paralyzed
PoetryOkay, this started out as a thought book, turned into a rant book, and so far, it's become a thought book again. How many other changes will it go through, I don't know, nor do I care. This is sort of a public journal but not really because I hate t...