Arranged Marriage! Not if I Can Help it!

Arranged marrage!!! Not if I can help it!!! Chapter 10-11

We also went on the tea cups. That was fun to but I got sick. I don't think I'll ride that again!

Now we were going to a slow ride called the hounted house. We were seated next to each other and two girls were across from us. They were really pretty. I wouldn't be surprised if william was checking them out. I can't tell but they sure are checking him out. I don't think they even realize I'm sittin here.

The ride started and we were pulled into total darkness. I heard a giggle then something tugged at my hand. I gasped but someones hand emediatly covered my mouth. I was pulled to where the girls were seated. Whoever it was kept there hand on my mouth and succured me to the seat all I could do was listen. I was horrified.

I heard a giggle where I used to be sitting then a moan a guy moan. No! There was a sucking sound and anouther moan this time from the girl. They were making out. It felt like a brick was pushed down my throut all the way to my heart. I heavy brick In my heart. It hurt so much.

That should be me. I tryed not to let that thought cone to me but when I heard William moan again I couldn't help it. I wanted it to be me. It should be.

Williams POV

I heard her gasp when we went into the darkness. Must be scared. I reached threw the darkness trying to find her hand to comfort her.

I found her hand and locked it with mine. I thought it would feel good to finally hold her hand but I felt nothing. Just a hand like anyother human.

She scooted close to me her whole side up against me. Again I expected to feel something anything but.. Nothing. Strange.

Her other hand reached up to my face then pulled it down to hers. She was kissing me!! How many times had I emagined it? And now it was happining. I knew I had to feel something now. I had to.

I waited and kissed back, I felt.....nothing. It was like kissing a stranger. I moaned. Why wasn't I feeling anything? I feel something when I just look at her by now I was making out with her and I felt nothing.

She moved her hand threw my hair and moaned. Well at least she was enjoying it. That's what really matters. I increases my kissing I stuck my tounge into her mouth. I HAD to feel somthing now! We are completely connected. I still felt nothing. I moaned again, out of frustration.

Turns out my fantasizing about this was better than accually kissing. I was accually glad when I saw a small light at the end of the tunnel. Kate imediatley pulled away. I heard moving. Then silence. Our first kiss was a disaster. I hope she at least liked it because I didn't.

Kates POV

When a light was seen they pushed me back to my old seat. I was on the verge of tears. That was awful. I had to listen to them, the whole ride! It felt like an eternaty.

The cart pulled up to a stop now in the afternoon light. I didn't look at William I could feel his gaze on me as I walked threw I crowd but I just could bear to look at the pervert.

"Kate are you ok?" He was walking beside me just stairing at me, I still didn't look. I just ran into the bathroom into a stall and slamed the door shut.

"Kate!!" He ran in after me.

"This is the GIRLS bathroom William!" my voice broke at the end and the tears I was holding back flew over the edge.

"Kate please! Tell me what's wrong! I know I wasn't that great but you don't have to cry!" he sounded like he wanted to cry. 'I wasn't that great'? What did that mean?!

"W-what do you mean?! That was awful!" There was a pause.

"It-I-it wasn't that bad." He didn't sound like he was crying but he seemed hurt.

"For you!!! How could you do that?! What were you thinking?! I guess you are really just Mr. Purv after all!" I was sobbing now I was so hurt. Why was I so hurt? I didn't like him. Did I?

"What do you mean? You started it!" What! He was going to pin this on me no way!"

"I Started it!!!!! How did I start it?! I'm not the one making out with other girls on a ride when you are sitting right there havting to listen to the whole thing!!!!!"

He was silent. All that was heard threw the bathroom was my sobs. So when he pulled the stall door off a jumped a foot in the air. There was a really loud bang as he threw the door on the floor like it had the wieght of a fiether.

He hugged me. That boy had the nerve to hug me after all that he put me threw.

"It wasn't you? On the ride it wasn't you?" He wispered in my ear still hugging me.

"O-o-of course it wasn't me!!! Do I look like the type of slut that makes out with people when some Strangers are sitting right across from me??!!! It was one of thoughs fucking sluts that was on the ride! Thoughs bitches pulled me away from you!" I was sobbing again. I messed up, a year of not cussing I just broke it. Maybe I am just a filthy slut.

"I thought it was you I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I didn't know. She Didnt kiss good. I should have known it wasn't you I didn't feel anything with her. If I was kissing you I would feel something. I always feel something with you..... Even now." I did feel better but I couldn't stop crying. A whole year! I didn't cuss for a whole year! Now I broke it. What if I fall into the same pattern and cuss in ever sintance like I used to. I need Jack.

All that was pushed from my mind when I realized what William was doing. He was lowering his face down to mine are lips an inch apart.......