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nineteen // author's notes // character ask

M A T T H E W E S P I N O S A

Your parents always tell you to never run away from your problems; always face them head on. And if you don't- you decide to run- it causes more problems. But in this cause I don't think it will.

It felt like I was physically injured when I saw Nash kiss that other boy. Like all my bones in my body just snapped all at once.

But I was also felt angry. It's like he didn't even care, yeah he was surprised to see me; remember I'm supposed to be dead. But when I ran he didn't chase me. He didn't even call out my name. Instead he just stood there with that other boy. And it just makes me mad that he would betray me like that!!

He told me he loved me. But you always gotta remember, the same letter that starts with love, starts with lie.

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It's around ten o'clock and I'm just sitting here crying on this old, dirty park bench. I think the name of the park is Greyson Park. Me and Nash didn't come here often when I lived here, so I'm not for sure of the name.

All a sudden a sliver Lamborghini pulls up right in front of me. And the person who gets out, shocks me. Taylor Caniff

He looks so different no more braces or bandanas. Just by looking at him you could tell he matured. He doesn't give off that cocky vibe. But truthfully we know he is still going to be.

He walks right over to the bench and sits next to me. He looks at me before he speaks. "Now why would the Matthew Espinosa be crying on a night like this. Aren't you supposed to be with your lover boy Nash."

I roll my eyes "I don't have to tell you squat."

"I just asked a question, you don't have to be so rude. I never did anything to you. You haven't change a bit."

I just groaned. Why of all 7.2 billion people in the world, why did this pest have to find me!!! I thought he was supposed to be in jail!!!

"I saw Nash kissing some other boy tonight" I answered. I don't know why I told him but it's not like I could tell somebody else. I came here alone. My parents don't even know I'm gone.

Before Taylor could respond I saw his hands ball up in fists and his jaw clench; but he still gave me a friendly smile.

"What did this boy look like?"

"He was tall, tan, brown hair, he had muscle but he was still fairly skinny. Average you could say" I explained.

Tay let out a huge huff, "his name is Cameron Dallas."

"How do you know that?" I ask.

"Because I'm in love with him."

I don't know why but I let out this hug laugh. I just found this amusing. The people we are in love with are in love with each other. What happens next, me and Taylor fall madly in love with one another. Yeah fucking right!!!

"Why are you laughing?" Taylor hisses. He must think I'm laughing at him.

"The people we love are in love. It's hilarious, it like we're in some kind of chick-flick."

"It's really not. But I still need your help." That confused me, help with what?

"What do you mean?"

"Help me break them up. I want Cam, you want Nash. If we break them up we can have what we want!"

Oh.... Should I really do this?

I mean I want Nash happy, but I don't want to be miserable. And without him I am.

"So you will you help me? " Taylor sticks out his hand.

"I will" and I shake it.

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A U TH O R's NO T ES 💞 :

I know the chapter was short but originally there wasn't even supposed to be a chapter. This was all just going to be a a/n.
I need to talk about somethings.

Yesterday out of nowhere my notifications got spammed. At least 10 new readers start reading my book. Usually authors hate when they get spammed, but I loved it. Your comments made me laugh so hard and the votes made me soooooo happy.

Also I decided that I'm going to do a character ask. But really really really really need you guys to ask questions. You can ask as many as you want + they can be about whatever. So just comment the questions at the person's name.

Nash

Cameron

Taylor

Matthew

J. Johnson

Aaron

J. Gilinsky

Me

Anyone I forgot

The answers will be posted when I hit 5k reads.

Lastly did anyone see that coming? Matt + Taylor. I just came up with that last minute and I absolutely love it, as the author that is. As a reader I'm like heartbroken. Cam and Nash never get a break.

Anyways ily💜 votes comment

P.S I changed my username😂