Colour Me Green (Camren)

Chapter Eleven Dont forget

Its crazy to think that I would be the one to break up with Camila,to me she was my everything.But it wasn't right.I knew my parents would never accept us.i was in love with her but i knew this was the only way to let go of her.Days continued and things became complicated between Camila and I we acted as a couple but were never official again.Feelings got complicated and everything went downhill from there.-Flashback ends-

Laurens POV

I sat shocked by the words that escaped the younger ones mouth.I immidiatly called Ryan and asked where he was.I rushed over to his apartment seeing Camilas car already in front of his apartment.I quickly found a praking spot and ran out of my car to Ryans apartment.I didnt bother to knock as this was an emergency.As i tried to catch my breath i saw Camila on the couch next to Ryan both shocked with my arrival.

"Lauren are you okay" the younger man asked worried

"Yeah.."i murttered still trying to catch my breath

"Why'd you rush in"

"I need...to talk to...Camila"i finally spat out

"We were in the middle of something but-"

"No this is very important like right now"i said walking over to the younger girl and dragging her into the room locking the door

"I was-"

"Nothing happened"

"What do you mean"

"I didnt sleep with you nothing happened i promise you,dont break his heart like this"

"But i was naked-"

"Nothing happened Camila"i said gripping the younger girl

"I left the bed after you knocked out I wouldnt sleep with you,you are martying my brother I wouldnt hurt him like this"

"But-"

"No forget about it,dont hurt him over a lie"i said looking at the floor now

"Don't hurt him just don't"

"But im hurting you"

"Im hurt,but Ill get over it dont worry,Just know this what you are doing to me I would never do to you never in a million years but you'll be happy with my brother,sister-in-law"

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The next morning would be the death of me.I really didnt even want to get up.I laid in bed remembering all the times inkissed Camila all the hugs all the smiles all the times she cried into my arms,all the times i protected her from anybody that tried to hurt her yet now she was the one hurting me.

Loving someone is being selfish.Because youll do anything to make them happy.Its being Selfish to yourself as you may get hurt just wanting them to be happy.I loved that girl with my body and soul,but this society doesnt care about love.It cares about power,money, and gender roles.Its pathetic and emberassing how ignorant many still are.Ill still love her no matter if the world tells me its wrong.Ill love her until my heart tells me its done.

I was interrupted by the ring of my phone on the counter.I quickly picked it up and answered.

"Hi baby are you ready to party"

"Uhm yeah im super excited Stevie"

"Yeah,I thought so uhm not to sound like a creep but can you come open the front door i felt bad just walking in"

"Oh my gosh are you seriously out there" I said quickly remocing myself from my sheets and walking to the front door

"How long have you been standing there you queer"i said laughing