A lost Soul

CHAPTER 27

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Amethyst's P.O.V

It's been Two days since Nate told me he loved me. After he told me, I was stunned. I told Cassie about it but I didn't tell her about me losing my virginity. She would go skits.
I can't stop thinking about the way his eyes lost their spark and his beautiful smile was replaced with a thin line. After I didn't say it back, he got up and out his clothes on and then just went in the bathroom. He stayed in there for about 30 minutes so I just walked home.

So now, I was at school. We were all sitting around the lunch table, eating.
"So, tomorrow's Saturday!" Cassie exclaimed, trying to break the awkward silence.
"Well, that isn't surprising considering today's Friday," I replied sarcastically, while poking at my pasta.
Johnny laughed as Cassie rolled her eyes.
"Our double date." She reminded me. Oh.

"I forgot about that," I said out loud. Nate just ate his food and didn't make eye contact. It's what he has been doing for the past 2 days.

"We are still on for it, right?" Cassie asked, looking sad.
"I guess." I shrugged.

She smiled brightly.
5 minutes passed and she got up, pulling Johnny with her.

"We.. Uh, we will leave you two to chat," she smiled awkwardly and left Nate and I alone.

I ran a hand through my hair. "Nate," I said. He looked up from his food, looking at me as if nothing was wrong.
"Yeah?"
"I wanted to talk about Wednesday night.. I'm sor-"
"Don't say sorry for something that you have no control over, Amethyst. Your feelings are your feelings. You can't change them. And I don't want you to change them by force, just because you feel sorry for me." He sounded frustrated.

I felt my heart suddenly go heavy, as did my throat.
Tears threatened my eyes but I forced them back. He looked at me, but not like he always did. He wasn't looking at me like I was the only girl in the world. He looked at me like I was just another chick running after him. Annoying him.

Is it because he is done with me? Was I just a quick fuck?

I couldn't take it. I got up and ran to the toilets.

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Nathan's P.O.V

She looked at me, hurt taking over her glowing eyes. I instantly regretted what I said.
She probably thinks I'm a dick head. But was I not allowed to be angry?
I told her I loved her. It wasn't in the heat of the moment. I know I love her.
I haven't said that to any girl, except for my mother and sisters.

She got up and ran away. I thought I should follow her but I knew she didn't like when people saw her cry. I don't want to make it worst. I put my face in my hands and sighed.

"Your little girlfriend seems to be a little upset," I heard Gabby say. I looked up at her. She was dressed in a slutty black dress that would have looked amazing on Amy but didn't look the least bit appealing on Gabby.
"What do you want?" I asked, cleaning the rubbish on the table. I went to the bin and threw it away, as she followed.

"I think you know what I want." She winked. I mentally gagged.
"Take a hint, Gabby." I sighed, walking away. "Why don't you?" She said, catching up behind me.
"I mean, Amethyst doesn't seem to give two shits about you and here you ar-"
I cut her off by turning around and grabbing her wrist, glaring at her. She laughed. "So you're not as sweet as you let off," she winked.

"That's alright. I like it rough," she said seductively, glossing the gap between us, kissing me.

What the fuck?!

I quickly pushed her away, hard. She fell to the ground. I felt guilty but she kissed me!
Everyone looked at me with shocked expressions on their faces. Gabby started crying and I felt as if I had it help her.
"I'm sorry," I admitted. "I shouldn't have pushed you. Are you alright?"

She grabbed hold of my neck, so I helped her up. She didn't seem to be wanting to let go so I just awkwardly held her waist. I could hear people whispering. Cassie walked over with a disgusted look on her face. I was about to say something but she spoke, "Amy ?" She looked behind me.

Shit.

Gabby got out of my arms and I rushed over to Amethyst.
"Amy, look it's not-"
I felt my cheek sizzle when she slapped me. I looked at her wide eyed. No one had ever slapped me before..

She walked up to Gabby, her fists balled. I didn't like the look she had on her face so I ran up in front of her.
"Amy," I warned.

"Get out of my way," she gritted through her teeth. I didn't move. I wasn't going to let her get herself suspended, or worse, expelled.

She glared at Gabby and then me before saying, "Hope you both have a splendid fucking time." She said and walked out of the school.

I ran, and tried to catch up to her. When I did, we were already outside, alone. I held her arm and turned her around so she could face me. She was crying.
"LET GO OF ME," she yelled. "I will never let go of you." I yelled back. I held her shoulders and came closer to her face.
"I will never let go of you," I repeated, more softly.

"Why did you let her kiss you?" She cried. I closed my eyes.

"Why did you help her?" She asked. I continued to hold her.

"Why do you believe that I don't love you back? Because Nate, I love you so much." She sobbed.

Relief. Happiness. That's what I felt.

"So so much," I felt her legs weakening so I held her close to me.

"I love you too," I whispered in her ear. "I'm sorry." I buried my face in her neck, breathing in her familiar scent which I couldn't get enough of.

"I'm sorry I didn't say it before. I just couldn't believe that you felt the same way." She said.

God, I felt so stupid. This whole thing, because I read her wrong.
Get up your game, Nate.