A lost Soul

CHAPTER 17

Hey guys.
Sorry about the short chapters :/
I've been a little busy.

Here is Johnny.^^
There hasn't been much about him yet but there will be in the next few chapters, if I stay with the program.

XD

Thanks for reading.
Love you all!! <3

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It was 10:47 am, Sunday.
I was on the Lounge floor, doing my Humanities homework.
After I finished talking to Cassie yesterday, I gave myself a very long pep talk.
I'm not scared. so what if a guy is in my room.
I'm not going to be weak.
I'm not going to back down.

The doorbell rang it's familiar chimes.
He's here.
I took a deep breathe before heading to the door and pulling it open.
Nate stood in front of me, dressed in his usual hot casual wear.
His hair was growing longer. It was passed his ears now and had no sign of product.

"Hey beautiful," he said smirking,
I snorted.
I didn't really try to dress up for today.
Why should I have?
I wore a black crop top and grey sweat pants.
I left my hair down and put on some lip balm.

I moved aside to let him in. He came in and looked around.
I led him to my room and closed the door shut.
"So, which assignment do you want to do first.
I didn't bring anything because I haven't started yet so I thought I could just-" he stopped speaking when I came closer and placed my hands on his chest.

He doesn't like it..
I was about to retreat but he immediately put his hands around my waist.

I moved closer, so that there was no gap between us.
"Amy," he whispered after he put his forehead against mine.
"Nate," I whispered back rubbing my nose against his.
I didn't want to close the gap.
I wanted him to.

"Nate," I said with more wanting.
He immediately slammed his lips against mine.
I responded straight away by kissing back.

Both our lips moved in perfect sync.
I didn't want it to end.
I want this to go on forever.
He pushed my onto the bed which made me gasp.
He took took this opportunity to plunge his tongue into my mouth.
I moaned as Nate's tongue met mine.

I want to have an effect on him too.
I moved my hands further down from his neck and put them under his shirt.
My hands explored his chest.
I could feel his muscle tense under my touch.

Gotcha.

He decided to do the same thing.
His hands lowered from my waist and slipped under my top.
They roamed my stomach and were going higher.

He was going slowly, as if to tell me I could ask him to stop but instead I moaned in his mouth for him to go on.
His fingers were touching the skin of my breast which my bra didn't cover.
He squeezed slightly which took the best of me.

My moaning grew louder
He groaned deep in his throat which turned me on.

We both pulled back out of breath.

I watched him as he moved away.

No.

He must have seen the disappointment on my face.

He held my hand.

"Believe me, I don't want to stop but if I keep going then I will do something that we both will regret," he said softly.

"Are you a Virgin?" I asked.
He started at me for a minute before replying.

"No,"
I felt hurt.
I know I shouldn't but I did.
I looked away from him.

"So you would regret having sex with me?" I asked coldly.
He arched a brow.
He came closer and whispered in my ear.
I was so angry that I wanted to push him away but yet again, didn't because of how much I enjoyed his closeness.

"I would enjoy every second if it."
I closed my eyes.
He backed away.

Once again, a rush of disappointment.
He took my hand.
"But I haven't met your your family, Amy.
We haven't gone out on a date and most importantly, you deserve way better than a crappy Sunday in your bedroom."
"You deserve flowers and chocolate. You deserve a dinner. You deserve to get compliments on how beautiful you look.
You deserve better.. Than this," he whispered the last part

I stared at him.
I couldn't believe everything I had just heard.

I felt a tear drop run down my cheek and quickly wiped it away.

I hate when people see me cry!

"Hey," he said softly before pulling me into a hug.

"No one has ever said something like that to me. well, no one except for my family and Cassie."
"Well hopefully you'll be hearing a lot more like that," he said.

I laughed.

"Let's do some homework now," I laughed.
he laughed with me.

So just like that,

My study day with an unbelievably hot guy, changed into a make out session followed by sad and upsetting conversations and laughing hysterically at nothing.

Yeah, we did end up studying and doing homework.
We did exactly that for about 3 hours before we left for a late lunch.

It was the best Sunday I've had in a long time.

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So guys I didn't really intend for this chapter to turn out so.... Sexual.

If you guys want more chapters like this then vote! XD
not something I'm really used to.

Hope you enjoyed.

P.S
I'll try to let you know before starting the chapter if there will be such scenes in it XD