What is love?

December 17th 2011

IVY.

I honestly didn't know why London's mad at me,I didn't know Jackie how ass was gonna be there. But I'm not finna kiss her ass for her to forgive me. I have my own problems to deal with,lately i've been seeing this black range Rover every damn where. I didn't want to tell Aug because his ass might end up in jail so I bout a gun and a pocket knife along with made his in case I have to protect myself. I was play fighting with Jordan and his little self tried to bite me.
'Boy we  Williams.we don't bite 'I said popping him and he mugged me and hit me back.

'There we go fight fight Jordan'I  laughed and he tried to hit me again I n but I weaved it. I was having fun then I saw London coming downstairs and Jordan started going over to her.

'Hey lon'I said putting Jordan down as he ran to his cousin laughing.

Ivy.. Hey lil man gimme kiss she said to baby Jordan giving me the cold shoulder

Mmhmm.. Lil man you miss me your mommy been keeping you from me

'Don't do that  London I text you and asked you if you wanna do stuff with me and Jordan and you don't reply'

Why you I wanna do a damn thing with somebody that sent me to the hospital to get my damn heart broke.

I clearly hear hurt in baby girl voice and I hate that but I would NEVER set her up

Oh my fuckin God I'm tired of arguing with you about this, what you want me to do go beat her ass again, I didn't know she was gonna be there I just don't want you keeping Chris out of yo baby life, I did that to Jordan now he can't even see his daddy.

Yes that would make me happy if you did beat her ass and his ass. I would never keep Chris away from his child I just don't want that hoe around my baby

Girl I don't want ha around at all day fuck, ha hoe ass is causing too much drama and you don't need that right now

I know I don't need it but nobody seems to care I'm tired of arguing with u. I texted u when I needed you the most and you didn't reply

She was damn near in tears wth have I missed

'I.....was busy'I put my head down remembering the night she text me and I was getting chased by the person in the Range Rover and couldn't answer my phone because it was raining and I was speeding with my son in the backseat crying.

Well while you was "BUSY" I was around here getting call a hoe and being told my baby was a mistake! I need you and wasn't fuckin there you wasn't there IVY so there you have it. I was over the Jackie shit been over it but I'm mad that you wasn't there to have my fuckin back

Damn you so fucking selfish while you being called a hoe I was racing to the house trinna get away from this crazy ass person who was trinna run me off the road while it was raining with my baby in the car London'

I'm selfish I'm selfish NO bitch you selfish because cause you didn't say a fuckin thing so what if we NOT talking you talk to August you could have told him

I'm not selfish I keep it to my self because the world revolves around you and I don't want August in trouble I don't know who this person is he could really hurt August, you not thinking about reality boo

I'm NOT thinking about the reality no you not thinking about the reality if something happened to your ass we would never know. You know fuck you IVY

Wtf is all this damn screaming about August said

Thank God for August because I was about to put my cousin on her shit with her pregnant and all

Ughhh you bitch you don't fuckin getting we are family yes August got 2 strikes but he will do anything to protect his fuckin family and I didn't tell August to do a damn thing to Chris correct me if I'm wrong but you called him to come down here you know what leave me alone IVY I'm ready to slap you