What is love?

November 28th 2011

Dear diary,

After coming from the hospital from seeing Chris I didn't say anything the whole way back home I was just thinking I was going to kick Ivy ass. She is the reason my heart is broke in to a million more pieces if thats even possible.

Walking in the house Renee tells August what happen and he said "this nigga ain't gone be able to walk this time".

"London what's wrong with you?" August askes

I just looked at him and said "Where that bitch at I'm bout to kick her ass?"

"Um who's the bitch baby sis?" August asked

"That bitch Ivy she talks me into going to see his bitch ass and I find out JACKIE IS PREGNANT BU CHRIS ASS TOO!!! Imma kick her ass pregnant and all I said pissed off and ready to fight

"Chill lil layleah ali" Renee said

"No cause bestfriend you was there the hurt was all on my fuckin face I jhat refuse to cry in front off that bitch but none off this shit would have happened if she hadn't made me feel like shit about leaving me high and dry" I said

Sitting in the living room August and Renee looked up at me with crazy looks on they face

"What yall looking like that for?" I asked

As soon as I said that Ivy brought her big booty ass in the living room I looked at her and rolled my eyes

"Hey guys" Ivy said

"Hey cakes" Renee said

"Sup cousin" Aug said

I just looked at her and rolled my eyes and walked away..

"Baby girl where you going?" Ivy had the nerve to ask me

"Far away from yo ass before I smack you so just stay away from me" I said

"WTF is wrong with you I ain't do shit to yo pregnant ass that baby gone cause me to kick yo ass" Ivy said

"Oh so you don't remember telling me London you change since you got pregnant I remember you use to have faith in him no matter what London bull shit" I said

"Huh you big booty bitch do you remember telling me that bull shit?"

"Yes I remember but what that got to do with you being mad at me?"

"Well bitch I went to see his ass and guess who came saying they pregnant JACKIE Ivy she is pregnant by my fuckin child's father" I said

"Baby girl I'm sorry I didn't kno I didn't send you there to put stress on you" ivy said

"Ivy that's bull shit just stop fuckin lying to me I was sent to that hospital to get my heart broke into a million more pieces" I said walking up on her

I was so ready to smack my cousin but Aug stepped in

"London back up" Aug said

"Naw Aug she think she bad let her walk up on me I told her ass I'm sorry I didn't send her there to get her feelings her even more I sent you there to talk to him about what yall gone do and to talk about the baby now I said I'm sorry now Renee what's the plain.

"I hear what you saying but my feelings still hurt so just do me a favor and don't send me back up there" I said

"Um that's something we will have to talk about in private because London can't know" Renee said

"Baby sis when yo next appointment" August asked

"In 2 weeks but um I'm sleepy good night