Yes , it's a special day to me.
Even more than my birthday, It's auspicious for me.
Lightening that is spreading around
Filled my heart with immense pride.
This is 20, in the month of April
Made me feel overwhelmed.
I am delighted, I am grateful, I am feeling bright
It's because, 17 years ago
Heaven sent an angel in my life.
My angel - Anshika
What are lakes?
Her eyes
what is beautiful ?
Her face
What is fragrance?
Her breathe
What is happiness ?
Her presence
Then what is painful ?
Our separation
What are hailstorms ?
Her crying eyes
What is winter ?
Her sadness
What is summer?
Her anger
So , what is spring ?
Her laugh
What is sweet ?
Her talks
Then what is sour ?
My talks
What do you want to read ?
Her writings
What do you want to hear ?
Her poetry
Desire of hands ?
Her hand
Desire of Wound ?
Her touch
Desire of heart ?
her soul
What is the world ?
A forest
And what are you ?
consider a tree
So , what is she ?
A way of peace
what do you do ?
Love her
What do you think ?
Love her
Else than this ?
Love her
Means your profession?
Love her
Love her
Love her
( PLATONIC LOVE 💕)
I was fearless, honestly.
But your love made me filled with fear and insecurities.
Even the thought of losing you make me awake and cry for the whole nights.
I know that you love me but for how much time ?
I know we will stay together but what about forever ?
I know we will always be best friends but what about destiny ?
You were the one who made me believe in God and now your thoughts are forcing me to go against almighty.
I am afraid not because I don't trust you , I am afraid because I have already gained the experience of world how fake and harsh it is.
Honestly, I can't afford to lose you .
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What comes from the sky
It's you , I know.
I love you , I told you.
You are mine , I know you.
My faith is on you .
I completely believe you.
Still my heartbeat increases
I daily suffering thinking
You won't leave me, right ?
I have some issues with the day
But the night is my old enemy
With evening I have some unsolved mystery
In heart there's always something going on
No matter how oblivious I become
No matter how sound I sleep
There's still alive some pain in my heart
There's a pinpoint everytime there
You won't leave me , right ?
I doubt you , no way darling!
Is this possible ? No way darling!
you love me the way I read in books
But books tell us that
Friendship breaks after a time.
My dreams were broken before,
I was dumped before.
My relations were left one sided
But if you get separated...
I will become a corpse while surviving.
I will make my own Grave and bury myself in.
My tears won't fall but I will become mad.
I know , my friendship is not one sided darling.
I know the condition of your heart.
Still my heart suffers thinking
You won't leave me , right ?
You know my dear , no matter how much I express my love to you
My love is more deep than oceans, more higher than mountains, more precious than diamonds, more important than breathing, more innocent than infant's soul, more pure than tears of true love , more lovable than a mother's love for her baby. I love you even more than you love yourself.
Far behind the clouds, we will stay together in the protection and peace of God.
In a world full of toxicity, hate , jealousy, poking, back-biting etc...etc...etc....
I made another world in my heart where it is full of love , care , happiness, peace etc....
DOORS ARE ALWAYS OPEN FOR YOU TO COME AND STAY THERE.
I invite you to be even in my breathing , not just in my mind , thoughts, heart and soul.
You are the one who made me survive in this world.
Whenever I am shattered, you are the first one to gather me.
Whenever I am suffocated , you are the one who brings some air full with love for me.
Whenever I am unable to look ahead , you become my telescope to make me see my bright future.
Whenever I am afraid to look back , you are the one who holds my hand and says,"We were together, look!"
Whenever I am hurt , you become the medicine for me.
You are the reason of my survival.
In history, you're my Queen
In geography, you're my world
In biology, you're my heart
In hindi, you're my SUKOON
In chemistry, you're my oxygen
In maths, you're my solution
In physics, you're my gravity.
In politics, you're my desire.
In English, you're my love.
I LOVE YOU, MY LOVE ❣️
My dear friends, one request
I hope you will fulfill it.
The request is if you have someone like Anshika in your life (I know it's almost impossible because she is the only one, already mine) , so please let them know how important they are for you.
Just go and say - I LOVE YOU
Otherwise nothing will be left except regret.....
Time is not trustworthy.
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