Demonic

Chapter 16: ' 'Feelings Notebook' Entries 5-7'

Day 5 of boarding school

Everything was fine. Erebus came over, we were hanging out, everything was going great until Hayden got into a fight with him. Maybe not fully great. When Erebus and I met a week before the two of us got sent to Emerald boarding high, I just thought he was excited about dating 'Amy'. Her name always weirdly changed. But now they've been dating for a while now and his attitude hasn't changed. It's really starting to annoy me. If he's not talking about that, Erebus is talking about how 'powerful' he is, when he's just 0.2% above average than other students at this hell hole.

I'm trying to be nice to Hayden. Only a little bit though. I just mainly feel bad. He's a weak demon with an unstable attitude, and he has nightmares daily. I helped him with some of his homework from our witchcraft class. He's starting to really grow on me. His annoying attitude is starting to become more pleasant. Not that it has changed since we met, but that it's starting to become more... Adorable.

Day 6 of boarding school

I would have written about last night yesterday, but I didn't have time. I was too concerned about Hayden. When I woke up, he was in the middle of a panic attack. I've only had one once when I was around 9 years old. The day I figured out my sister went missing in the woods. It got so bad, my father took me to the ER because he thought I was dying. I guess mine was worse than Haydens, but I still felt more empathetic that night than I ever have before.

Instead of yelling at him to get answers about what happened like my father tried, I did what I wish someone would have done so he wouldn't be as tramuatized as I am. I gave him a fluffy blanket and cuddled with him, stroking his hair. It seemed to make him feel better. That was good at least. Unfortunately, Soon after we were in bed together, it was time for school. He was still crying, so I took today off with him so he could recover. I guess that's a good word.

Day 7 of boarding school

I just embarrassed myself in front of Hayden. I thought it was amusing that Hayden didn't know how to do witchcraft (Barely). But it's not funny now after feeling so ashamed. What was such a big deal? I don't know how to use a PC monitor/computer. My father has always had me focus on my magic skills that I barely was ever able to get introduced to the matrix boxes. I can barely work the phone my parents bought me. Sometimes, I still have trouble doing basic texts and calls. Not to mention, I ran into Raven too. (The girl I'm being forced to date against both of our wills.) Hayden with his attitude formed the same relation I have with her now within a few minutes, but I'll talk about that tonight. I've been writing in a bathroom stall for a suspicious amount of time. I should probably get back to class.