My guardian angel, the prequel of The world elsewhere

Week fifteen : to November 5 to November 11

Noah that what you did to me... I fell from so high... I thought you loved me but I was nothing in your eyes.

- You only think about others and not me, Jessy.

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In the meantime since his departure, I questioned everything. Alone in this house is a long time. Even with two cats.

There was a knock on the door and of course it was him.

- What am I supposed to do, Noah ?
- Please open up for me. I refuse to die like a dog.
- Even a dog will die with dignity compared to you.
- Jessica, please.
- Go to hell.
- I refuse to die on your doorstep looking like a fucking prisoner.

His statement made me frown.

- Fuck, what are you talking about again ?
- I have a fucking chain on my ankle so please Jessy, open it up for me.
- I hate this nickname.
- Do you prefer JJ ? he laughed softly.

I smile against my will. I regretted it and opened the door. I almost didn't recognize him.

- I know, I look like a monster, no need to point it out to me. he smiles.
- You are not Noah.

His face changed and he was about to jump on me but an arrow went through his skull to his right eye which fell at my feet. I threw up my lunch.

- Damn, Noah. Be warned next time.
- Hi, Firefly. he said with his charming smile.
- Two and a half months anyway.
- Are you doing well ?
- Yes, it's great to have an eye full of blood on your foot ! I said sarcastically.
- You missed me...
- You let me throw up the rest of my meal. I said going into the bathroom.
- I missed you so much too, Noah ! Oh I knew you still loved me. he said in turn sarcastically
- SHUT UP !

He laughed. This laugh that haunted my nights during his absence.

I had blood all over me. I hated this liquid and especially seeing life disappear.

I brushed my teeth with toothpaste I had created.

- You've always been the smarter of the two of us.
- I hate this beard. I smiled.
- You think I chose it. he giggled.
- Absolutely !

I handed him his razor that I kept cleaning and changing the file because of the rust from the water and soap.

- You are a real neat freak. he said while shaving.
- Nan.
- Nan ?
- Oops, NAH !
- Oh god. You're a true child.
- You loved me for a reason. I laughed.
- Loved ?
- You know, the so-called crazy love and true love but which is only a lie.
- You know there was a problem.
- Oh seriously, I'm not talking to you about your absence, Reed !
- Sorry but I haven't stopped thinking about you during these two months.
- Stupid.
- I'm stupid and I'm so sorry for that.
- You aren't very stupid, Reed.
- Okay, Jensen. Do you excuse me ?
- Hm...no.
- Wh- What ?
- I love you, stupid !

I said letting him shave.

- Um, Jessy, can you help me, please ?

I returned to the bathroom perplexed. He took off his t-shirt and my heart suddenly dropped.

- Did- Did these bastards do this to you ?
- Yes.

I grabbed my weapons and scurried outside as Noah tried to hold me back. I shot an arrow into the dead body on the porch.

I rushed into the forest. I was going to kill them one by one.

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I think Jessica has somewhat forgotten what she told him a few months ago.

I love knowing that she's the main character and I'm not ready for the rest.

Take care of yourself and I'll leave you for the next chapter !