[✅] Call of Duty One-Shots

[SongFic!] T-Shirt (Part 1/2) {Keegan}

Author's Note: This is ending up to be a two part request for FreakySleepless ! You can read them alone or together. Just seemed like a good place to end this one for now though. 😉

T-Shirt by Shontelle

Let me tell you no
Ooh, baby

Tryna decide, tryna decide
If I really wanna go out tonight
I never used to go out without you
Not sure I remember how to

It's been a while since you've seen him. You're not sure where he's at or what he's doing but it makes it hard trying to go on with life at this point. All you can think about is whether or not he's okay. How come he hasn't written?

"Ugh." You mutter, covering your face with your hands as you breakdown crying. Again. You just miss him so much. It's not like you're officially a couple or anything but he always said you were the only woman in his life.

"Besides his M4 maybe." You laugh at your own corny joke but it doesn't last long as you stare out the window of your apartment building in New York. It was starting to cloud over. "Looks like rain." You muttter as you place your hand on the window, sighing again. This cycle needed to end. But when he called you his only woman you took that seriously.

It was a quiet confession that only the two of you understood. You lean your head against the window, tears slowly falling.

Gonna be late, gonna be late
But, all my girls gon' have to wait
'Cause I don't know if I like my outfit
I tried everything in my closet
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin' them off 'cause I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missing you

"Fucking Christ." You mutter as you take off almost your tenth outfit of the night it seems. "I'm already late." You've been ignoring the ringing of your phone from your girlfriends. You had already told them you didn't want to go out but you figured you'd try anyway. And it's just not working.

All you can think about is Keegan and his warmth.
The gentleness of his eyes despite the shit you can only imagine that he goes through in his line of work. Your eyes flutter closed, almost feeling the scratchiness of his beard stubble on your neck where he would kiss you if he was here because he loves listening to your laugh.

"I'm not going out." You say simply as you answer the phone. Your best friend had been calling non-stop.

"(Name), I'm not going to force you to go out. But I miss hanging out with my best friend." She was breathless and her tone was sad. You drop onto the end of the bed, picking at your blanket.

"I'm sorry I'm being such a bad friend right now. It's just now a good time right now."

"That's it, I'm coming to your place right now with ice cream and goodies. I'll see you in ten!" She chirps happily before you have a chance to argue that you want to be alone.

I'mma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
With nothing but your T-shirt on

Sighing, you just place your phone down. You know that you've been lushing your best friend away recently and it's absolutely ridiculous that you're doing so. You might as well shower quickly and wash your face. Once you're all done, you lay the lingerie you were going to wear over the back of the chair in the living room.

Gotta be strong, gotta be strong
But I'm really hurting now that you're gone
I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
That's right
But I couldn't get past the door
And now I don't know, now I don't know
If I'm ever really gonna let you go
And I couldn't even leave my apartment
I'm stripped-down, torn-up about it

"I just gotta get over it. Get over him." You are getting pissed off about the whole situation now. "He's been gone for over a year and I haven't heard from him so what's the point?" You demand to no one out loud. You are digging through your dresser when you come across his t-shirt though and can't help but bring it to your face and just smell it. "I swear there's still traces of him here. I don't want him to disappear though." You pull the shirt on over your head and head into the living room to get ready for a makeshift movie night with your best friend.

Now nothing feels right when I'm not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool
Tryna dress up when I'm missing' you
I'mma step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
In bed I lay
With nothing but your T-shirt on
I'm all by myself
With nothing but your T-shirt on

The doorbell rings and you throw your blanket off of you. "Coming!" You shout as you shuffle over to the door after finding your slippers. You swing the door open.

"Took you long enough!" You grin at your best friend and allow her in. "Thanks for coming over, (Best Friend)." The two of you hug and you can't help but giggle at her pajamas but she has her hair done and makeup on.

"I'm a hot mess." She laughs. "I went home and changed first. I figured I could wash my face here instead. I just wanted to get here as quickly as possible." You can't help the laugh that leaves you because you'd do the exact same thing if she really needed you at the time.

"Can we watch movies in the bedroom? I'd love to lay down and just relax. And forget everything else going on." Little did you know that you'd be seeing your favorite person sooner than you thought...

With nothing but your T-shirt on
'Cause I missed you, 'cause I missed you
With nothing but your T-shirt on
Said I missed you, baby

"(Name)! (Name)! Wake the fuck up!" You groan as you're violently shook awake by your best friend. Her eyes are wide and large and you sit straight up in bed.

"What is it? What's wrong?" Running a hand through your hair as you yawn wide.

"He's here." She's breathless. Your eyes widen and your heart leaps into your throat. "He's in the living room right now." You fly out of the bed and burst through the bedroom door but stop immediately when you see him. He turns around, currently running a finger over the lace lingerie you have laying on the back of a chair.

"Hello, baby girl." His voice seems deeper, his southern accent thicker. "Long time no see."

• • to be continued in part 2 (but not as a songfic) • •