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035

- the month of despair but fixing up and somewhat patching together again once and for all-

'' okay ready ?'' chuuya asked feeling nervous herself 

dazai nodded they  kissed and headed into the cafe 

over with vanitas noe and misha 

'' mimi ready to meet mommy ?''  vanitas babied him but he answered anyway smiling  her and noe had kissed and they all got out the car and headed in the cafe as well 

''ugh it feel so weird being back home '' vanitas commented   taking her hood down cause it was raining outside  and went up  to the counter 

'' hi is there a mrs. carolyn bluemoon here ?'' vanitas asked  the guys had pointed her to the table and she walked over there  and she headed over  and vanitas gasped misha was flabbergasted and noe forgot how to breathe the women  jumped  in her seat  and held her chest  vanitas giggled and apologised 

'' hello ma'am '' vanitas said smiling 

'' hi little one '' carolyn said back smiling 

'' well um sit down dont be weird please '' carolyn offered adjusting herself 

''  oh my god i remeber your voice im so glad it hasnt changed mom '' vanitas said smiling at her 

'' hehe i miss you calling me that and  this is ?'' carolyn asked 

'' oh this is my husband noe  we just got married last month which you already know  and this is your baby boy  he just bleached his hair white so dont mind the mess of that '' vanitas sighed misha just looked at her annoyed  then looked at his mom going soft 

'' well hi im vanitas's mom as you already know my name is carolyn nice meeting you noe  '' carolyn said shaking noe's hand he   greeted her back 

'' mikhail my boy you turned out beautiful  and healthy im so glad you both came out healthy and well  i thank you vanitas for taking care of him  and since we are on that topic i wanna apologise for not  um... not being there for you guys but i  gave you guys away out of protection and better living something i was barely provideing for you both so i thought i was doing something right by that *sniffles* um  do forgive me please my childern mommy apologises so much '' carolyn had  cried  sighing  and grabbed some tissue wipping her tears 

'' but hehe im glad i have you guys now are  in my life im so happy  to be around my kids again  im just really hope you guys except me back in your lifes again'' 

'' mom you were the lady that came in the orphanage and helped us escape wasn't it?''

carolyn nodded her head 

'' no  wonder misha was clinging to you he knew his mommy well '' vanitas smiled tearing up too 

''  but it hurt when i couldn't recognize you as my own mother and what was father doing when all this took place huh?'' 

'' he wasn't around love  he left and never came back especially after misha was born he never came back i had struggled working so many jobs  just to pay off any debts i had but nothing was enough   so i had to give you guys away and i had to lie to you just so you'd think i was  estrange i didn't want those people knowing i was your mother for a reason   but they kind of already knew cause my voice was a dead give away  ugh '' carolyn  scoffed  wiping away her tears vanitas had gotten up and walked over to her mother and sat next to her  looking her in the face holding her hands 

'' mommy i love and missed you...*sniffles* so much and i need you still in my life could you please come back '' vanitas broke down  her mother  hugged her crying too