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chuuyas pov

-after the week of the procedure -

''koyou you think you can come in um... you know speak for me like on my behalf  on why i was gone ?''

 ''yes but i will not explain to them im just for support because they are probably worried sick and i would cut my phone on if i were you ''

so i did i cut my phone on and seen all the messages flowing in  i ignored them and waited til i got home which would be in a few minutes...

im not gonna lie i was mortified  but the lecture im going to have is only right ..

 '' ready chuu?'' 

I nodded my head  and we got out the car and made it to the front doors before i could even knock on the door someone had already answered

'' oh hey look its freckle face!'' yumeno laughed and i snatched her up and hugged her biting her little ear and vanitas came charging at me and told yumeno to go play in her room and snatched me in the house koyou of course followed in  but stayed near the exit i dont blame her considering .

 vanitas had slammed  me on the couch  i seen  aku and atsu they hugged me really tight and checked me over to see if i was okay ... then dazai came downstairs and walked over with his arms crossed  holding his pen(vape) in his hand taping it against his elbow 

'' care to explain where the hell you were for a whole month  and a half damn there !'' vanitas yelled  making everyone jump including me 

''do you even  know how worried we were chuuya ! do you even care ! '' vanitas cotinued to yell at me which was only right 

'' why didnt you have your phone on chuuya ?" dazai asked in that dark tone he uses to prevent himself from snapping 

'' was is that serious to do that you could HAVE BEEN DEAD  AND WE WOULDNT HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FIND YOU !  THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU  '' dazai snapped and thats what made me cry because he was right i shouldnt have done that but i didnt want them involved but look what its costing me...

 i felt arms around me and gentle rubs i looked up to see it was noe  he smiled at me and said he was happy to see me and flicked my head gentle and told dazai and vanitas to try and relax  and try to listen to my explaination.. aku and atsu agreed 

* sniffles* ''  just listen before you yell again please  * cough* i had an um ... i had an abortion okay it was my tenth one and i didnt wanna tell you guys because i know it would probably be like this '' i said voice cracking and  rasped i turned to koyou to tell her to explain cause i couldnt  aku and atsu came over and comforted me so she explained  and vanitas spoke first ... they sounded broken 

'' y-you killed my niece or nephew  for that FUCKING BASTARD AND HIS PRIDE! 

'' vanitas pl- please   you dont think i d-didnt want to keep my baby girl either...''

'' but it was multiple times chuuya and also why did keep this secret from me  , from all of us  was it really that deep !''

'' b-but you guys would responde like this  i didnt  want you guys to get involved''

'' i don wanna hear it!  i dont care how we respond thats our fucking business  leave that fucking ass hole now  !  hes made you do this, mutalaite your body and kill your childern for his ego !  and his will  what about you huh ?! what about your feelings  what about your opinion  let me guess he put his hands on you ?''

'' v-vanitas ...'' i cant believe she said that and  how did she know about it ...

I went to get up but I had a strong cramp
Koyou had came over to me to see what was wrong
And helped me up  it hurt so bad but this was Normal after the procedure..