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febuary... the month of dred ....

dazai and chuuya were chiling at his dorm housing 

they were laying in bed and dazai was fighting with an two month old who wasn't born yet or at all.....

'' hey stop kicking me i want mommy too ya know ''

the baby moved again hearing his voice  this was making chuuya laugh 

he went to kiss her again but the baby wasn't having it 

'' alright thats it i had enough of you '' dazai threatend wit no real malice he lightly tapped chuuyas tummy and the baby moved 

'' oh so you wanna fight me im your daddy you not mine  ya little brat '' dazai tapped the baby again and the babies foot bulged threw 

''oh ! jeez okay you two stop now please!'' chuuya said panting cause not only did she feel nauseous but she was  getting a cramp 

''' sorry chuuya but he started it '' dazai said like a toddler the baby disagrees 

'' just quit it ...'' chuuya said softly laughing and finally giving dazai a kiss and heading to sleep  dazai couldn't sleep he was to excited  he turned to face chuuya who turned the other way  but he snuggled her and held the baby gently  they had another doctor's appointment tomorrow or maybe sooner...

sometime passed and chuuya felt a sharp pain in her pelivic and abdomen all at once  she eased to the bathroom and use the toilet and she felt something really warm come down so she got up and she seen blood in the toilet it was dark  drops she didnt think anything of it and cleansed her self and tried to head off to bed  but the pain only got worse  she opened the door weakly 

''d-dazai....'' she called strained 

''*cries* dazai wake up please !'' she yelled louder and he got 

'' chuuya honey whats wrong he cut the light  on and seen her on the floor he got out bed running to her 

'' oh my god chuuya whats wrong whats happening ?!'' dazai panicked seeing blood on the floor trying his hardest to stay calm 

'' t-the b-baby is coming OWAH ~ its hurts so bad '' chuuya cried  dazai had left for a second  got dressed threw a coat over her  grabbed her shoes unlocked the car door and carried her in the car with towel under her  and sped off the hospital  a few minutes they got there dazai rushed in to grab a nurse and explained to her what happened they told him to stay in and give them information and to wait outside in the waiting room until they call him 

an hour passed and they called him  to the room and broke the news to him 

'' mr.edwards osamu?''

'' yes?''

'' um....your girlfriend she already knows but  your baby he um... he didnt make it  im sorry...''

'' what  hehe no your joking right the baby's fine hes just uh hes just resting right?'' dazai said with a cracked voice trying not to fathom the news and praying it was all fake and he was just dreaming 

'' no im sorry sir your baby didn't get to make it due to her having multiple abortions it messed with the ability to carry a baby for more then maybe  one to two months at most  so it caused a miscarriage    when was her last recent one?''

'' uh um... in november of last year....'' dazai said coldly he was hurt  his tears were just flowing down like an ocean  he was sitting in the waiting room  trying to pull himself together  to go see chuuya  once he finally did he walked to her room and seen a dead expression on her face her eyes were swollen from crying