Sid was working on his laptop sitting on a small couch in his room.. suddenly he heard a voice..which once used to give him peace.....
"Kya mein andar aasakti hoon?"asked Sana standing outside his room..
Closing his eyes and then opening it .Sid replied with his cold voice .."Come in"
Sana entered his room and kept his dinner on the table...
"Mujhe nahi khana tumhare haat ka khana..le jao ise..."said Sid in irritation standing up of his place ...
"Khana toh tumhe parega hi..I know tum BP ki dawai bhi lete ho..agar nahi khaoge toh dawai kaise loge?"said Sana in response to which Sid goes to her hold her from shoulder...
"Kyun kar Rahi ho tum yeh sab?Kya sabit karna chate ho..?Acchi bahu banne ka natak atleast mere saamne mat karo..isse tum maa ko mana sakti ho .. mujhe nahi "said Sid with his voice depicting immense anger...
Slowly removing his hand from her shoulder, Sana said with teary eyes and broken voice, "Natak nahi hai Sid..ise natak mat kaho..these are my real feelings for you..aur agar tumhara kaam main nahi karungi toh kaun karega..main tumhari biwi hoon na", she was cut in the middle by Sid whose voice laced with mockery, "Biwi?biwi..biwi..biwi"saying so Sid clapped moving around her..while Sana looked him with continuous tears flowing of her eye..
Stopping at his place Sid make her look at him with his index finger and continued, "Biwi ka haq chayiye?Kyu?Main toh low middle class ladka tha..mamuli theatre artist tha jiski salary I guess 10,000 se 12,000 thi..umm..ha..jiski aukaat nahi thi five star hotel mein jaane ki..achanak biwi banne ka shauk , pyaar bhi karne lagi...o main bhul kaise gaya? Boyfriend oops sorry love of your life..yes my mistake it was..love of your life..usne tumhe dhokha diya..tum sab kho baithi..aur maine in mahino mein bahut mehnat karke success ko pata..Aaj mere pass naam , Paisa sab hai..par tumhare pass kuch nahi.. isliye toh..isliye hi toh tum wapis aayi mere pass..agar tum kuch na khoti toh tum kabhi mere pass aati hi nahi..na tumhe kiye par regret hota..you know what Sana..I hate you...I hate you ..I hate you Shehnaaz Gill"yelling Sid took the dinner plate and smashed it on the ground....and again turned to her and said "Kaan khol kar sunlo..ek week ke andar humara divorce ho raha hai..toh tum mujhe is beech apni shakal bhi mat dikhana samji?"saying Sid jerked Sana who was too numb to react listening his outburst....she composed herself and said while crying, "Sid tumhe mere pyaar ko tum samjoge hi ek din..I have full faith..on my love..on us...we will be together..we will be together "
While Sid said with his tone reflecting his anger and confidence,"Aur Aisa kabhi nahi hoga..kabhi nahi..main hone nahi dunga...ab I can't bare with your presence..get lost from my room..get lost"saying so Sid pushed her out of his room and closed the door on his face..
"Jhoota jag rain baseraa sancha dard meraa..
Mrug-trishna sa moh piya naata mera -tera"
Outside Sid's room , Sana was standing there crying on her fate.. crying seeing Sid's anger...
"Kya kardiya hai maine is insaan ko..kabhi yahi mujhe palko mein baitha kar rakhte the..Aaj khud hi mujhe dhakke markar apne kamre se nikaal diya..sab meri wajah se hua hai..sab meri wajah se "saying so Sana ran to her room crying...
"Naina Jo saanjhe khwaab dekhte the..
Naina ke aaj ro diye hai yun..
Naina Jo milke raat jaagte the..
Naina Sahar main palken michate the yun.."
While on the otherside..Sid started breaking all the things in his room.. venting out his anger with his eyes filled with tears...and then sat on the floor resting his head to his room's door...
"Milke Chalenge hardam ab baantate hai yeh gam..
Bhiige naina jo khidkeeyon se jhaankate the ...
Naina ghutan main band ho gaye hai yun..."
"Main kabse itna gussa karna Sikh Gaya..main aise nahi tha na..main toh kabhi Aisa nahi tha..mere liye toh Paisa, bunglow yeh sab koi mayine nahi rakhta tha except for good work..bachpan se toh mera yahi tha ki mein bara hokar acha insaan banunga, acha kaam karunga..jo bhi karunga shiddat se karunga...Aaj maine gusse meine Jo bhi bola usse main bhi auro ke tarah ho gaya jiske liye paise hi mayine rakhta hai...kya kar diya hai tumne Sana..mujhe tumne kya banadiya hai...kya hi banadiya hai tumne..tumne mujhe mazboor kar Diya itna rude hone mein" saying so Sid cried shoving his face within his hands...
"Saans hairaan hai mam pareshaan hai..
Ho rahi si kyun ruansaa ye meri jaan hai..
Kyun nirashaa se hai aas haari hui..
Kyun sawaalon kaa uthaa sa dil main tufaan hai.."
Coming to her room ..Sana fall on her bad lifelessly and cried shoving her face.. continuously murmering.."I am sorry Sid , I am sorry..sab thik kardungi main..."saying so Sana slept in that position only...
"Naina the aasmaan ke sitaare..
Naina grahan main aaj tutate hai yun..
Naina kabhi jo dhoop senkate the..
Naine thahar ke chaanv dhundte hai yun.."
While Sid also slept in that position only....Both the souls were broken..now only they both can mend their relationship together....otherwise this bond will remain incomplete for ever....💔
