Somewhere in between the smoke, two souls found each other, love and chaos.
Sometimes you need something to bright up your life a little. When you're drowning is hard to get out of that situation: your lungs fill with water, your head is empty of t...
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Lately, it's like the whole world is against me. I've had the shittiest week ever and it's all because of her. I was in a constant bad mood and still didn't understand what the fuck happened, nor why it hurt so damn much. It's like having a hole in my chest, right where my heart should've been. I just want to see her again, talk to her one more time, try to get to a better place or at least be able to say goodbye properly this time. I don't fucking want to lose her, for God's sake! Why I'm still feeling so miserable even after a week? What the heck I did wrong for her to say it was a mistake? I just did everything I had in my hands to make her feel comfortable next to me, then why does she hates me all of a sudden? Why she wanted me out of her life so bad? I miss her more than I've ever did before and I can't belive that I was so stupid that I didn't realize what I was feeling until it was too late.
-Calum, for the love of God, can you focus? -Mike's voice got me out of my thoughts.
-I'm sorry, let's take it from the top. -I don't even know what song we are playing, I'm at this rehearsal just to get out of my bed for a while, but it was worthless, it didn't distract me enough.
-It's the third time in less than an hour, bro. What's wrong? -Michael left his guitar on the floor and got closer to me.
-Just had some rough days and I'm a little distracted?
-Anything happened? -Luke asked, worried.
I was about to speak but then I saw Ashton behind me and I decided to keep quiet. He heard everything and didn't say anything about it afterwards, I don't know if he'd been keeping everything he wanted to say so he could laugh at me in a moment like this or he just got tired of being an asshole.
-No, I just don't feel good. That's it.
-Just tell them. -And there he was-. I won't say anything about it, I can even leave if you want me to, just talk with them. -Well, that surprised me, in a good way.
-I don't even know how to explain it, I don't understand what the hell happened. -I said, looking at Ash.
-I only saw her running out the house, I don't know much either.
-You heard the whole conversation, don't lie.
-Maybe. That's why I think you should tell them too.
-Any of you two can tell us what the fuck happened? -Luke asked.
-Moon decided that our friendship, relationship, whatever that was supposed to be, is over. -It hurt more saying it out loud.
-What? Out of the blue? That has no sense. -Mike said, confused.
-She said that everything was a mistake and that we were over. Now I don't know what to do.
-Where you dating? -I looked at Luke and then at the floor.
