La Santa Muerte

Do as i say!

marta: you look pale whats wrong?

maricela: painful cramps huh ill be ok i have to go finish off some work gio will be home in a couple hours vivis down for her nap and

marta: go its fine my love be careful though get something to drink on the way out take a dam day off

maricela: thank you and ill see haha

they left .. she sat back in pain

emiliano: your to quiet

maricela: these cramps are going to kill me

emiliano: is this normal? i have a dick so i dont know

maricela: can i kick you in the balls like 10 times? thats how this feels

emiliano: really? hell naw im good with that shit

they got to the office she tried walking but she felt faint emiliano helped her sit down

emiliano: ok this isn't normal what the fuck?

maricela: fuck.. can you call a doctor in for me please? im gonna use the bathroom i think i know whats going on

emiliano: what do you mean you know maricela? let me take you to the hospital?

she shook her head as she got herself up

maricela: no .. i dont wanna deal with it dont text or call giovani either please

emiliano: what the fuck are you talking about? maricela?

maricela: just fucking listen to me! emiliano!

she went to the bathroom but she was bleeding to much she screamed in pain .. emiliano knocked

emiliano: mari the doctors coming but come on? let me take you? your screaming in pain?

she took a deep breath and got herself up she cleaned herself up and sat down on the floor emiliano kept knocking

emiliano: im going to call giovani fucking answer me! maricela!!

she unlocked the door he got in and saw her on the floor

maricela: dont say a fucking word is the doctor here yet

emiliano got down to her level and looked at her face

emiliano: you over dosing? what the fuck?

maricela: wheres the doctor fucking tell me

emiliano: security letting him come here get off the floor

he tried to help her up

maricela: upstairs carry me upstairs please the apartment keys in the first drawer in my desk

he nodded he grabbed the keys and took her up kept breathing heavily

emiliano: i dont get why you dont want me to take you to the hospital? whats wrong? maricela please? your a mother?

he said as he got her in and set on the couch

emiliano: why is this place furnished?

she laid there in pain as the doctor came in

maricela: miscarriage i think i miscarried

doctor: did you bleed? have you stopped?

maricela: yes.. yes i have i saw the blood earlier but i ignored it i thought its the start of my period haven't had it in a couple months but then the pain came in it got heavier then i think i past out from the pain not the blood loss it just hurts so much

emiliano stood back and shook his head

emiliano: she needs to go to a hospital? doesn't she?

maricela: take me and ill fucking shoot you in the head! im not moving!

doctor: calm down just breath ok are you still bleeding?

maricela: no in pain only

doctor: i have antibiotics and pain meds you can mix them but you have to set an emergency appointment with your gyno ok i cant perform anything this isn't safe?

maricela: emiliano get my phone ill set up an emergency one

he nodded and went to get it

doctor: here take this its a high dosage you might knock out for a bit but it'll be ok ill leave some pain meds but go see this doctor you need to be seen

maricela: i will thank you

he helped her sit up she took the meds as emiliano ran back upstairs with her phone and things

emiliano: your purse is weird here

she took it and made the call

maricela: ok ill go in the morning .. fuck huh

doctor: keep on this till you get there it'll help with stopping the infection

maricela: thank you so much emiliano pay him please ill send you the money

emliano: dont worry i got you

he paid the doctor and walked him out he walked back up

emiliano: you scream in pain one more time im taking you to the hospital whats wrong with you? i get your this strong bitch but maricela? you can die? you have kids? you have me you have giovani come on?

maricela looked at him

maricela: you dont fucking think i know that? did you hear me? i miscarried i lost a baby and its not giovanis either

emiliano sat down next to her

maricela: i fucking hate myself .. i should've fucking seen the signs but i never fucking do! i never do i almost lost javi but i saw the sign i did .. like huh and everytime i go threw this it reminds of when i gave birth to viviana that fucking pain just throws me back in the loop of it all .. i fucking hate myself but i know i couldnt of brought this baby into this world

emiliano: why not? its not there fault?

maricela:no emiliano.. i dont wanna even think about it ok? please?

he nodded and hugged her as they heard a knock at the front door

emiliano: want me to tell whoever it is to leave?

maricela: check who it is please ill be right here just need to catch my breath

he nodded and opened the door

emiliano: briana?

maricela looked his way as she walked in

briana: i know you said never to like come here but i think you butt dialed me? and i heard you screaming in pain and i panicked are you ok? you weren't answering me either i can leave? i can

maricela got herself up and walked up to her and hugged her ..

briana: are you ok? why do you look weak? emiliano?

emiliano: ill um be down stairs i have take some calls

maricela: ill be right down im ok i promise

he nodded as he walked down

maricela: im fine just had a scare thats all

briana: are you sure? you dont look ok?

maricela broke down briana sat down with her and hugged her

maricela: im sorry im huh i had a miscarriage and its not my first i just go threw the waves of everything .. but im ok i took pain killers i have an appointment in the morning im ok

briana sat back and looked at her then hugged her

briana: its ok to not be ok its ok to feel the pain and cry it out? a miscarriage is a big thing and im sorry but girl not your first one? and well i shouldn't even ask but

maricela: ill feel these feelings for a bit and pull myself out i have kids now i have to think about ill be ok but yea not my first things happen ya know .. but ill be ok i always am

she got herself up and shook it off