La Santa Muerte

Why marry me then?

maricela: im guessing she told you where i was?

he shook his head and sat down

maricela: you could've waited until after his funeral for all this? we just got here we been here hours? well i found out when i heard the call the other day but still

giovani: you broke the phone so

maricela: i broke it out of anger it was going off like crazy so i grabbed it unlocked it you know the screensaver my favorite i saved it and sent it to myself before i snapped the phone in half well after i sent myself all the screen shots of the messages from her then i hacked her shit and saw the rest to all the calls i froze all her accounts put an eviction notice to her house to she'll see in the morning

she sat back and looked at him

giovani: i love you i want you but i needed someone to talk to that wasn't you ok i needed

maricela: what do you need? im your wife if you needed a friend ok i get it but these arent friendly texts mostly to this huh

she looked down at her babyboy as he cuddled up to her ..

giovani: im sorry ..

she got up and walked out he followed her

maricela: no leave me alone

she put him in the crib and kissed his head and walked back to the office

maricela: i found out adan cheated on me to from that idiot darkie or whatever from the southside got her pregnant to so .. vivi might have a sibling and its right at the time where my mom was keeping me locked up in my room for weeks .. yea adds on i swear

giovani: it wasn't flirting on my end she was and i answered i never met her up flew her out like she wanted look back i told her to text you to check in on you

maricela: you did flirt back im not stupid? ok i saw the text of you saying we're flying in tonight we're coming early

giovani: was gonna ask her to come over to see the kids

maricela: well now shes gonna die fucking bitch

giovani: you dont have to kill her

maricela: you idiot haha like i said i hacked into her phone I've seen all the texts .. even where she says shes better this and that .. and you didn't even say a word back or defend me gio why do you wanna marry me so badly but your over here letting a female talk about me like that?

she got up from the chair

giovani: let me talk

maricela; no im tired vivi will be up in a couple hours i promised her a day out so im taking her and javi out and we're going to your dads i was thinking of letting her chose a shirt ofhis so i can get it made into a bear for her .. because she misses her grandpa so much .. shit i miss him maybe if he was alive you wouldn't have gone to her haw? tell jocelyn when she texts you in the morning shes dead but i want her alive to i wanna see her go broke? i dont know night

she went to their room he followed her

maricela; sleep on the floor or in the guest room i dont care but not here

giovani: you cant even hear me out?

maricela: hear you out? you told me already why you where doing it but I've seen the texts and long talks while i worked? wow i didn't think about it like that either but yea talk im gonna lay down

she got in to bed he sat on the edge

giovani: i was lost ok i wanted someone that wasn't hurt like me to just talk to i didn't huh it was flirting but i didn't act on shit and that i put on

maricela; you put it on our kids lives ill blast your foot off i would say head but they need a father

she turned over

giovani: im sorry i was stupid and i didn't see it as a wrong thing i thought of her as sister i guess but yea it was flirting .. i love you though i want this

maricela: and i love you and im grateful for you but im hurt now even more just let me be im not going to argue with you or do anything dont worry

giovani: your not going to leave me are you?

maricela: we have 2 kids together they need their father more now than ever mostly vivi we're not good but for them we will be.. just let me be ok? please?

he nodded as he got up and walked out .. she broke down crying he could hear her he hated himself more .. he went downstairs to the bar and grabbed a drink and sat down at the table

viviana: daddy?

he turned to her and side smiled

giovani: its late vivi whats wrong?

viviana: i had a dream and i got sad so i woke up i cant find mommy?

giovani: the doors closed im sorry baby come here was it a nightmare?

she shook her head as he picked her up and hugged her

giovani: what was it then?

viviana: it was tata he had come over to visit .. he was so happy so was mommy i ran to him and hugged him but then a noise woke me up and now im sad because .. it wasn't real hes not here hes no where

he hugged her tight as she cried in his arms

viviana: i miss him daddy?

giovani: me too baby me too .. come on lets go watch one of his favorite movies

viviana: nemo?

he nodded as she got herself up and ran to the theater

giovani: you saw this room?

viviana: yea mommy showed me it haha i wanna sit in the front like i did with tata

giovani: i got the blankets ill set it up

she nodded and ran .. he watched her as she got pillows and ran around his heart broke more .. he really did his own love wrong