La Santa Muerte

I care

smokey: i dont get why you let people control what you do with your life? you've made it this fucking far doing your thing you dont have a problem from what i can tell?

she sighed as she parked

maricela: i didnt get here on my own i cant take full credit and i never will and i know what there saying is to help me because i know dam well i can loose myself easily and if i loose myself now ill end up loosing even more with kids and the buisness

smokey: ok i get it but your allowed to do what you want the smart way?

maricela: haha the smart way

smokey: yea i would tell you but i dont want you loosing yourself into some shit you got kids i dont well i do but i dont see her as much

she sighed

maricela:wanna know what dont tell me im ok im gonna do what i have to to stay sane and not kill fucking gio for ruining my fucking name

she said as she parked the car and got off he followed her

smokey: you want the pills you can have them? im just looking out for you i care

maricela: im glad you care but i just want to not feel this shit anymore ok? thats fucking all!

she grabbed her gun and went into a house where big homies where kicking it

joe: we didnt know you where coming threw?

maricela; i know i wanted to check in did the rest of those fucking idiot kids get the boot? or we hiding them?

joe: not hiding they made a run for it

maricela: ok kill there familys so they come back to nothing?

joe: i dont play like that

maricela; yea you dont but i fucking do and what i say goes

he shook his head and looked down

maricela; dont make me make you an example of what i fucking want done or an example to what happens when you dont fucking listen to me? im not you i dont give a fuck they fucked around now theyll find out

his homie got up

brandon: your on your rag arent you?

she turned to him and smiled and laughed she got up

maricela: whats your name?

joe: let him be ok just

maricela: im not fuckin talking to you whats your name trash?

brandon: you are haw? is that why you act intitled you need some dick? that what you need to calm the fuck down?

she pulled out her gun and shot him in the head

maricela; whos next?

joe sat back blankly

maricela; you either listen to what i fucking say or your next i have no problem running the streets too ill just kill off your existence

joe: don javier

maricela: im not him im worse than him im muerte so listen to me before i show back up and kill your whole fucking family and fucking existence and for the rest of you!

she turned to his homies as they sat back in shock

maricela: speak down on me ill do you worse than him   you hear me? talk go say what i did i dont give a fuck because ill make an example out of you

they nodded

joe: so kill there familys?

maricela; yea they wanted to kill mine so go for theres and if your doubting me answer me this wouldnt you end everyone that trys going for your kids?

joe: i understand dont trip

maricela: good also prices are going up anyone has an issue call me ill come deal with it im not playing either

joe: yea i can tell

she walked out smokey went after her

smokey: whats wrong with you? just cuz your mad

maricela: you'll never understand .. lets go

she drove them back to the office

smokey: we couldve gone to my place so you could cool down?

maricela: i know but i need a minute to myself i dont wanna act on anything or do anything i shouldnt .. and i rather be with my kids right now

smokey: you ok?

maricela: just embarrassed i think but ill be ok dont worry i wont do anything stupid dont worry about me

smokey: ofcourse im gonna worry about you i care about you mari?

she looked at him and nodded

maricela: i know but i need to do me right now have a moment ya know

smokey: i get you but do you still want those pills?

maricela: naw im good dont trip

smokey: alright then call me if anything im here for you

she side smiled at him they hugged and went there ways .. she had told smokey she was going home but she went out to a bar she owned

maricela: tell anyone im here im going to snap i dont feel like killing innocent today ok?

briana: why you so mad what got into you?

she shook her head and sat down at the bar

briana: i might be just a bartender but ive seen you handle these men do your thing you must need a female friend that isnt looking for money?

maricela: your not looking for money?you work for me?

briana: i like my job actually i dont wanna join known of your shit but i find you interesting ya know but i also can see the pain in your eyes so if you wanna talk over some drinks im all ears i dont talk peoples buisness either im a therapist to alot of these weird ass men haha they just tip me

maricela: good tips atleast?

briana: on mondays and fridays yea its been slow today

she nodded as she looked at her drink

briana: are you drinking because of him?

maricela: of who?

she pointed behind maricela at the picture they had put up in honor of javier .. she side smiled

maricela: no im drinking because of his son

briana: did he die to?

maricela: to me hes dead .. we where together engaged and he cheated on me now im the clown of the town this big boss that got cheated on and with my sister

briana: with your sister? are you fucking kidding me?

maricela: wish i was .. and our son is 5 months  too

briana: fuck here take the fucking bottle ill call you a ride forreals

maricela: thanks haha but ay why you really trying to talk to me cuz i aint with dealing with females or drama cuz im on the hunt for who started rumors

briana: im a human being that cares about people and i can see the pain in your eyes ive always seen it actually just never had the chance to serve you a drink i know who you are what you do and i think its bad ass as fuck but if your looking for who's starting the rumors it's those old guys in the back from what I know there related to someone from your crowd i don't know though

She looked back to where she was pointing

Maricela: always the old men

Briana: haha there worst than females sometimes