La Santa Muerte

mine and only mine

they went home

giovani: im here for whatever you need ok

she stopped and kissed him

maricela: i know .. thank you for tonight for everything gio i truly appreciate you

he hugged her

giovani: your welcome babygirl

they walked in

javier: all late

maricela: i needed to eat and smoke a bit sorry though ill be back on my game i swear

javier: they know and respect you they'll never bug you but they longer you take the more the bodies add up .. but you ok?

she looked at giovani and smiled

maricela: ill be ok just need time to heal and move on you know? but her funeral is set for next Sunday .. ill text him

javier: im glad to hear that .. ill tell the jefes they wanna pay there respects .. and you sure?

maricela: adan is her father he should be there ill be ok .. night

giovani: night

she went up to her room

javier: so did you make your move or what?

giovani: haha don't worry just know shes ok had to have a good conversation with her about not killing herself though .. she has so much left to prove people

javier: i hope yall can start to talk .. your good for each other i can see it

giovano: with time dad with time

they went there ways ..

she changed and got ready for bed

maricela- her funeral is set for Sunday the 12th at the cathedral

adan- you want me there?

maricela- you where her dad you where her everything for the short time she was with us .. those memories will live on forever with us .. even if we arent together

adan- im sorry mari .. I am please forgive me

maricela- i know you are but its to late for us now .. i want you there though ok please

adan- ill be there don't worry .. but have you thought about our other daughter .. the what if?

maricela- i think of her all the time and pray she'll find me or ill find her .. goodnight stay safe

she put her phone aside and broke down .. the memories playing over and over in her head ..

giovani- come out to the balcony ill smoke you out .. he's alseep i can hear his snores haha

she couldn't get herself up

maricela- my doors open .. i cant leave my bed

giovani- im coming

she put her phone down and continued to cry as she saw her background picture .. he walked in and saw everything was dark only light on was her tv ..

giovani: hey?

she didn't answer him .. he sat down on her bead

giovani: mari? whats wrong?

she turned over and shook her head covering her mouth as she cried .. he took off his shoes and got in and hugged her without saying a thing

maricela: as .. as hard as i want to be ok .. i cant it hurts .. i texted him the funeral date .. he brought up our other daughter.. if i still thought of her .. it all hit at once .. what did i do wrong