La Santa Muerte

A second chance?

he sat down on the bed and looked at her

maricela: see this is why i drink alone

giovani: it was never you weren't enough it was never that you know she wasn't shit i only helped her in the end with money because she was blackmailing me you would've believed her and i would've been fucked she was gonna say oo im pregnant hes the dad im gonna tell the world or whatever so i dont know why it made me nervous so i passed her money .. still didnt work in my dam favor though right? but you you are enough you where everything to me and you still are im just the fuck up the sack of shit that fucked up my life when i needed you the most and you needed me .. but we where both so broken

she sat down next to him and gave him the bottle

maricela: if i wasn't pregnant i would've cheated back on you but the hormones fucked me up and i didnt

giovani: i didnt cheat on you when you where pregnant? i never even fucked the dumb bitch i was just talking to her

maricela: i heard different

giovani: really your gonna believe the dead bitch over me?

she laughed and looked at him

giovani: i never physically cheated on you and i haven't been with another female either

maricela: fucking lies i dont believe that

giovani: strip club wise yea i hit it with the homies thats it

she nodded

maricela: smokeys just a hit or miss i dont have any feelings towards him .. i guess he fills the void

giovani: the void? i thought our kids would do that?

maricela: being in love and loving them is different

he grabbed her hand

giovani: well i still love you

maricela: and i still love you.. but i hate you at the same time i sometimes wanna kill you too

he laughed ad he pulled her to him

maricela: we cant we shouldn't

giovani: and why not haw? the fuck we got to loose? we have kids together? haha

she laughed as he kissed her neck

giovani: dont act like you dont miss me .. he cant do you like i can

they made love ..

the next morning came she woke up to her phone ringing

maricela: fuck huh wait?

she sat herself up

maricela: gio?

he turned and looked at her half asleep

giovani: hahaha no we didnt

maricela: fucking shit you really cant keep it in your fucking pants can you!

giovani: me? this shit works both ways you know dam well you wanted to haha

maricela: i cant remember huh

the phone went off again

maricela- hello?

david- is he with you

maricela- emiliano left last night

david- i know he did im talking about gio we where suppose to link after the club i cant find him is he with you mari?

she looked at him as he laid there looking at his phone

maricela- yea he got drunk and passed out on the couch hes ok dont worry

david busted out laughing

david-riggght he did

maricela- shut up we leave at 12 let me sleep fuck

david- secrets safe with me dont trip

she hung up and hit giovani

giovani: what? shit?

maricela: get out of my room please

giovani: come on really you gonna make me do the walk of shame mari like i haven't seen you naked before and like we haven't fucked before?

maricela: it was before you tore my fucking heart out .. it really took drinking with you to just give in huh i hate you get out please

he nodded and got himself up and changed

giovani: im sorry ok shit shouldn't have happened we got drunk thats all

maricela: yea..

giovani: dont be sad come on?

maricela: im not sad im just huh its a lot we'll talk later get David a car home we have to talk

giovani: then lets talk right now im sorry ok we both got drunk and shit went south ok not like i dont miss you not like i dont love you i do

maricela: yea and i love you too but

giovani: then lets give this a try again? on the low just me and you

maricela looked at him confused

maricela: its not just me and you we have kids together! how confusing is that for them? this was just a fuck thats all

giovani: yea we do but we can still parent them thats ok we dont have to live together no one needs to know shit?

maricela: its not that easy..

giovani: tell me why its not haw? tell me?

maricela: i cant just go out i cant do nothing without someone fucking talking and saying shit about

giovani: maricela your a fucking boss that can put a fucking bullet threw whoever's head shit ill do it for you! i fucking love you and i fucking miss you .. i lost you i lost my family and i fucking hate myself all to an ugly bitch cuz i was broken and needed someone to talk to ok

maricela: dont remind me please..

giovani:  please give me a second chance.. let me make it up to you let me try and fix it for our family?

she looked at him

maricela: let me think about it ok im hungover hungry and my phones going off like crazy ill see you in a bit

giovani: i cant ask you in front of David though?

maricela: when we get home ok?

giovani: ok..

he walked out as she answered the phone e

maricela- sorry babygirl? you ok?

viviana- i miss you.. i miss daddy  are you coming home? we went to the new house to mami

maricela- we miss you too princess and we're leaving in a bit i promise we'll see you before dinner at the new house did you like it? did you like your new room?

viviana- yes i loved it! and maya loved her room to mami javi didnt say anything he just giggled?

maricela- that means he liked it babygirl its all good be good for your nana and sister ok?

viviana- i will here's maya

maricela- ok babygirl

she passed the phone

maya- thank you.. my best friend texted me the rumor got around fast they where trying to i guess do something back home or something the tracker they had was to a river so they all took the hint .. thank you so minch you dont know how free i feel ..

maricela- your my babygirl too.. and ill do anything for you guys now go enjoy your new room add things if you want to be your own person my love

maya- i will ..

she ended the call and got herself ready ..