HIS OBSESSION (UNDER EDITING)

Chapter 47

YOHAN

Elle literally surprised- not because of the roses, not because of the scented candle, nor because of the way she dress but because of her sudden reaction after I refuse to make love with her. I refuse to make love because I know she's also tired and I don't want to force her.

She's my soon-to-be- wife and not my sex slave.

Elle is very understanding, alam kong maiintindihan niya na may mga pagkakataon na darating kami sa ganito but I don't know what happened to her. Bigla niya na lang kasi akong sinaraduhan ng pinto.

Hindi lang simpleng pagsarado, ibinalibag niya 'yon sa akin.

Padabog.

"Baby?" I utter when I knocked twice on the door. "Baby, you okay?"

"Leave me alone!" she shouted from the inside.

"Baby?"

"Go away! I don't need you." She shouted, louder than the first one.

"Baby, let's talk? May problema ba tayo?" I knocked again, still hoping that she'll open it.

This is unusual but I need to endure it, alam ko na may bumabagabag sa kaniya.

"Baby? Baby kausapin mo ako, mag-usap tayo. Please..." I said in a soft tone as I knocked on the door. "Elliese ko?"

I was about to knocked again pero natigilan na ako nang buksan niya dahan-dahana ng pintuan. Her eyes were swollen.

"Baby... I'm sorry." She was sobbing as she walks towards me. 

"Oh Elle..." I mumble as I caged her in my embrace. "Don't cry baby, it's fine. It's fine..."

"G-Gusto lang naman kitang surpresahin eh, hindi ko naman alam na hindi mo pala magugustuhan." She was really crying.

"No, of course I like it love. I just didn't expect it. Please don't cry baby, it's just a misunderstanding. Of course I appreciate it, galing 'yon sa'yo e. Ang asawa ko ang nag-effort just to surprised me. How can I ignore it?"

"Talaga? Nagustuhan mo?" Paninigurado niya nang saglit siyang mag-angat ng ulo. 

"Hindi ko pa nakikita pero gustong-gusto ko na." Malapad akong ngumiti. 

"Hindi ka galit?" tanong pa niya.

"Why would I? Never akong magagalit sa baby ko." 

"S-Sorry.. s-sorry baby." Muli ay pumalahaw siya ng iyak. 

"It's fine baby, don't apologize. Okay lang 'yon, wala kang kasalanan."

Seeing Elle like this hurt me the most, I don't want her to be in this situation. Marami na siyang pinagdaanan, hindi niya deserve na malugmok ng ganito. Hangga't maaari ay gusto ko na lagi lang siya na masaya. Elle deserves to happy.

'Yon ang gusto ko na gawin, ang paligayahin si Elle. Ang pagsilbihan siya at alagaan hanggang sa tumanda kaming dalawa.   Wala na akong ibang gusto ko na gawin pa bukod sa maging isang mabuting asawa at ama sa mga magiging anak naming dalawa ni Elle. 

Pinakalma ko muna ang baby ko matapos ay pinagbihis ko na muna siya at baka sipunin siya sa suot niyang lingerie.  Habang nagbibihis siya ay pinasya ko na magluto na muna, nagsuot ako ng apron at sinimulan ko nang maghiwa-hiwa ng mga ingredients na ipananahog ko. Chicken Alfreo Penne ang iluluto ko para kay Elle, wala na kasi akong maisip na bagong recipe kaya tumingin-tingin ako sa internet. Nagluto na rin ako ng fried tilapia at  ininit ang glazed potato na natira namin kaninang umaga.

I f you're going to asked me if I feel attracted to her cause of her clothes, I will wholeheartedly say yes. 

Si Elle na 'yon e.