HIS OBSESSION (UNDER EDITING)

CHAPTER 14

YOHAN 

Isang malambot na labi ang dumampi sa noo ko ang siyang nagpagising sa nahihimbing kong diwa.  Nang unti-unti kong iminulat ang mga mata ko ay ang mala-anghel na mukha ni Elle ang bumungad sa akin. Otomatiko akong napangiti nang haplusin niya ang noo ko at halikan rin ito.

"Good morning baby," wika ko saka hinawakan ang magkabilang pisngi at saglit na inangkin ang mga labi niya. "Ligo na tayo?" 

"Nakapaligo na ako, ikaw na lang ang hindi pa." I immediately looked at her, she was wearing a white skirt and  a white croptop and her hair was tied in a messy bun. Napakaganda niya.  "Nakahanda na ang breakfast kamahalan, maligo ka na po at magbihis tapos sabay na po tayong bumaba." Elle said while walking unto the vanity mirror.

Sobrang ganda niya, talaga.

I jumped out of bed and went barefoot to the restroom. Elle doesn't react as much now that she's used to seeing me in my birthday suit; instead, she just keeps up with what I'm doing. My mind suddenly raced back to the events of last night as I was getting drenched from the water on the shower heads.

I love being with Elle—I don't know why pero sabik na sabik ako sa kan'ya. I want to kiss her lips, cuddle her, hold her hand. Sobrang light lang ng lahat whenever I'm with her. 

Naguumpisa na akong maguluhan sa aking sarili. I identify myself as a gay man pero grabe ang epekto niya sa akin. Elle is unique; nakakabaliw siya. I felt as though I had an obsession I couldn't bear to see her loved and claimed by others. I swear, makakapatay ako.

At uunahin ko si Daniel. That devil, iniistorbo niya ang quality time namin ng Elle ko. I was about to start to undress her kahapon nang bigla nalang niya kaming istorbohin.I was wondering if I would answer it or not—ayaw ko nga sana but the urge of my bad side dominates me. I want Daniel to feel annoyed, I want him to feel the intense jealousy and irritation. I press the answer button saka ko nilagay ang phone sa side table. 

 I'm about to break up with Dan, matagal ko na naman nang gustong gawin 'yon— I mean, hindi naman kailangan dahil we're not officially in a relationship and my current attention now is on Elle pero kailangan kong putulin ang lahat ng connection namin dahil ayaw ko nang magkaroon ng kahit ano pang koneksyon sa kaniya. 

I'll stick to whatever I've started. I want to play with him and make him feel the pain of betrayal. If DaniEL can cheat, so am I.   I'll continue to hurt him and make it seem as though he doesn't belong in my life. Elle is someone I'll love, and I could even start to like her. Soon enough, I'll make everything real. 

Elle had just returned from outside my bedroom when I got out of the shower. I hid in my walk-in closet while I watched her sat down on the vanity. I notice something on her face— her nose is red as tears keeps streaming down She took his phone and started typing. After a while, I overheard a very familiar female voice.

"Elle! Kumusta? Mabuti at napatawag ka na, akala ko ay nabilaukan ka na kaka-bj kay Papa Yohan e HAHAHA!" it's Zarina, Elle's best friend.

When it comes to using such phrases, Zarina genuinely has no restraints; Elle wouldn't since she is unadulterated and pure. The only one who actually contaminates her body and mind is me.

"A-Ang O.A Zarina h-ha..." sinubukan ni Elle na magpanggap na masaya ang tinig ngunit tila hindi nakikisama ang boses niya at sarili niya mismo.  And thats makes me really, really worried.

"Hoy babae, ano yan? May problema ba? Sinasaktan ka ba dyan? Yung Yooranget na naman ba?" Angil ng kaibigan niya na si Zarina "Bat ka umiiyak? Tangina! Sinong hudas nagpa-iyak sayo?"

"H-Hinde...W-Wala ito..." Basag ang tinig ni Elle at patuloy ang pagragasa ng luha sa kanyang mga pisngi.

 I badly wanna know her reason, malakas ang kutob ko na kagagawan na naman ito ng isa sa mga kapatid ko.