Her love and Trials

Chapter Seven~

After lunch was over, my friends came back to the class and I told them my whole conversation with Simona. They looked at me in shock.

"So that's what's she was barking about this morning, I see, so you like him huh?" Diane said with a smirk on her face.

I smiled, "Yeah, I actually like him and all but it's just a crush the feel........."

As I was talking Vanessa interrupted me, " Bae, enough of this the feelings would eventually go away, I mean you're pretty and his sister is cool with you liking her brother, so the only thing left is to get his attention" She snapped and sat back on her chair

I looked at them and raised my hands in defeat.

"Okay, okay, but...I'm not putting much efforts this time, I really don't have time for any serious relationship, you know I got out of a very violent one and I'm trying to be careful"

I said and remembered my ex boyfriend, he was a piece of shit, useless, proud, arrogant, always quick to defend himself. While we were dating he hit me because I used his phone to log into my Snapchat account.

After that whole incident, I've never really paid attention to any guy because I had the feeling that all guys were the same, a lot of guys asked me out but I just declined and said I wasn't really in the mood to be with anyone, my ex was such a bastard, I hated him so much and having to see him in school everyday after the whole pain he caused me was so painful.

I just couldn't forget the time he asked for a blowjob, and I refused and he looked like he was okay with me saying no, and then, fast forward...... he tried getting into my pants and I screamed.

"No" and then he asked me,

"But, I'm your boyfriend, you barely allow me touch you, is there a problem?"

I looked at him and was getting uncomfortable in the situation I was in, with him on top of me and me scantily dressed,

I said firmly, "No, Michael, I mean I'm not ready for all this, when I'm ready I'll let you know".

He looked at me provocatively and hissed, "Michelle, let's not go through this the hard way" he said and gripped my thighs more firmly.

I told him to let me go but he wouldn't, his hold on me was so strong that I felt so helpless, I told him to leave my room but he didn't, and then just as he was about to have his way, Diane opened my room door and then hurriedly shut it and said a faint.

"Sorry".

I screamed and she came back to the room.

"Michael, leave her the hell alone", and slapped him hard on the face.

He left my room leaving Diane and I alone, she asked me everything that had happened and I explained to her and  she hugged me and told me to break up with him, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to be seen as a freak who broke up with her boyfriend because she refused to sleep with him.

The following day he got me roses, apologizing for what had happened and then we settled. The following week, he hit me so hard on the face, for using his phone and then I told him off and since then he's been trying to get me back but when all his effort seemed fruitless, he threatened and said if he couldn't have me, that no one else would. So because of that I was scared about getting into anything serious with anyone.

The teacher came into the class and then we all sat down and had our class, after classes that Friday we went for our clubs, I was in Cooking club. It was the least populated club unlike JETS club, Press club and Drama club. In cooking club we learn new recipes for food, how to braid, how to cook, we do a lot of experiments with food, it was fun but most people went to other clubs, we were just twenty with two instructors.

We made donut with chocolate spread and sprinkles with ice cream. It was so nice and then after our club activities, we went home. I went to the parking lot and waited for David's mum with David's annoying brother Frederick, he was fat and so annoying, I sometimes wished I could slap him right in his face and he'll lose ten pounds instantly. When the mum arrived, I saw Alex pass by and then I lied to David's mum and told her I forgot my textbook in class.

She believed and then I ran to meet Alex.

"Hi! I'm sorry about yesterday but I just wanted to tell you that I actually do like you and even though I seemed pressurized to say it yesterday I actually do mean it"

He smiled, "Oh Michelle, I really don't know what to say but I think you're pretty and I was surprised when you told me you liked me yesterday, I was just wondering why a beautiful girl like you would like me"

I smiled and told him I had to go home and then I waved goodbye and he called out to me.

"I will buzz you later"

I went to the car and David's mum asked.

"Where's the textbook?" I remembered that I had lied about that,

"Oh th.....the text..textbook, uhm yeah, I actually uhm, yeah I didn't find it?" I said with a confused face as if asking myself whether or not I didn't find the textbook.

I got home and went to my room and sat down and checked my phone for any new message. I saw a lot of notifications and the one which caught my attention more was Alex's, I opened it and smiled. I knew I had fallen in love with him but would the feelings last was what I asked myself most times, he may want to keep me as a friend and not want to have anything serious with me but there's nothing bad in shooting your shot..........

Yoooo, y'all finally Michelle is confessing her feelings, do you guys think her ex boyfriend would be a threat? Read the next chapter and find out guy:) Vote, Comment, Share. Tell your friends. Repost