Parallax (Suicidal Vigilante Deku)

Tornado of emotions

After that fire, I couldn't go home. It was just the thought of my neighboorhod which was in danger that kept me awake and going. The fact that two people just burned down a random building in construction was ridiculous.

I can't believe they did that!!!

Why would someone do something this horrible!

What about the people that live around?

What about Mrs. Peppers and Mr. Jonson?

I am glad that only the one shop got affected but what if the exposion was bigger?

What if there was more behind it!

I have to find them!

I can't let them get away with this!

I knew that it was dangerous to be out with so many heroes around searching for these criminals but I couldn't stand it. There were poeple who were willingly doing arson to some poor peoples homes. What should the people live out? What should they do? They can't fight back and the heroes are liminted to the law!

It was as simple as that. The heroes couldn't do anything to these people but I could! As a vigilante I could do some grayish things. They were not all nice and they were not all legal but who cared. These people where about to injure innocent life. I couldn't tollerate that fact at all.

This was how I was currently on a hunt with my emotions completly out of control. I couldn't understand these people. I didn't wanted to understand them. For me one thing was clear and that was that they did it for fun. There was no purpose they could have other than that. No one was living in that building and although the construction was there for a couple of years now it was still going on. Maybe it was a bit... well slow but it was still something to look forward too.

However that wasn't completly true. I knew the reasons why the construction was so slow and it was due to all the homeless people in there who took residence there. Sometimes I would go inside with some of food and contribute it. Of course that almost never happened but from time to time I would get a lot of food which was more than enough for me from all the people and it was by then that I would go there and start sharing the food.

Sharing is Caring after all.

They couldn't do anything for being homless!

They never chose to be homless!

It was just like that that villains mostly never chose to be evil too.

Something in their life just went wrong.

Maybe something happened for them to turn evil and I always loved listen to it and try to bring them back on track.

How could they destroy such a building?

I hope no one was inside!

I really hoped no one was inside!

I can't stand it!

I know how many people could be inside!

What if they were all sleeping?

That explotion.... There wouldn't be any chances that they would have survived!

Why didn't I thought about that earlier?

Why did I think they were emptry!

Stupid brain!

I should have checked on them!

But.... what would I check?

They would be dead.... no.... I should be dead and not them!

It was my fault!

This was all my fault!

If only Eraserhead never found me!

If I never got chased!

What if...

I....

I should be in there and not them.

My life is not important!

But the street kids, the old ones, the ones that just lost their homes and the ones that just needed a night to sleep off their drunken state...

Why?

Why did they had to die?!

I was out of my mind. Rage was everything I knew right now. It was just horrible. I knew all the people inside as they knew me and it was just a tragedy. I was sad, hurt, mad as well as out of my mind. I felt soo much hurt as if they were part of my own family. To tell the truth the people in this district all felt soo close to me.

I couldn't NOT make this personal. I couldn't keep my emotions straight! It was too horrible.

And so once I found them, I took out my daggers and jumped off a building and threw them at the people.

Did I care about their safety?

No.

Not at all.

Too hell with it!

I was mad and I knew that at least one person died inside.

They had killed inocent life and at that point they stepped over my boundaries. It was over with playing nice. I would go full out without thinking twice. They did deserve it. They killed lives! They... They were monsteres!

Despite the heroes which could be close by, I landed in front of these villains which I managed to hurt thanks to that throw. Both daggers were at their back. The special thing about these daggers where that they were rippled. They didn't had a smooth blade at all. I do have some with a smooth blade but I wanted to pay them back. I wanted to make them feel hurt as much as they made me feel this hurt.

Normally I wasn't such a person but my emotions were just out of my mind. I was unstopable and my emotions were controlling me. There was nothing that could stop me. Nothing and no one.

How dare you!

How can you hurt soo many people!

They didn't deserve it!

I should have died!

I should have stopped you!

This is all my fault!

It is all my fault!

One should think I was mad but I felt guilt within all this tumult and tornado of emotions. It was the guild knowing that I could have prevented it all. If I would have not been spotted. If I would have let myself get caught. If only.... If only... Nothing could help all the ifs and my mind anymore.

I was already lost.

I lost the battle with my emotions a long time ago.

Now all I could do was pay them back and make them remember my name PARALLAX!

They should know and they will know the vigilante watching over these people. They will forever remember me once I am finished with them.