you and niall had just bounced into your sex life and so far it wasn't going too well. you just couldn't cum, no matter what you do. it was not only frustrating you, but also frustrating your lover. you guys have tried everything, but for some reason, you'd come close to the edge but wouldn't fall. niall was your first, so everything was new to you. it felt amazing, but for some reason, your body just didn't want to orgasm with him. he tried everything. he used his cock, his fingers, his tongue, everything, yet nothing worked and you felt awful because you knew this was lowering his self-esteem
"i just feel like i suck in bed"
"nooo, niall, no you don't. it's not you. it feels sooo fucking good when you do stuff and i get really close, i can feel it, but it just doesn't happen. this is my first time, baby, my body's just confused i guess. i looked it up and it happens to a lot of people, i promise it's not you"
"just feel like i'm not pleasin' ya like i should"
"ni, stop, yes you are. i don't need t' have an orgasm to have good sex. i'm totally okay with not, plus it'll happen one day i know it will, but as long as i get to just be with you, im happy. i mean just looking at you, my heart has an orgasm"
"oh my god dat was the dumbest thing you've ever said" he giggled at you as you lightened the mood
but then there was one night where things were getting hot, his lips were suckling your bundle of nerves his two longest fingers were thrusting in and out of your dripping entrance. your fingers were tangled through his soft, brunette locks, your hips bucking up into him. you had the familiar feeling in your tummy and you knew you were close but were you actually gonna cum?
you decided to clear your mind, stop worrying about if it's gonna happen and just enjoy the feeling. enjoying the feeling of his fingers hitting your good spots, his tongue flicking across your bud, the wet moans and groans coming from hips lips and vibrating up your body, you just relaxed into the bed, and that's when it happened...
your thighs began trembling and your moans got louder, his name and profanities leaving your lips. waves of pleasure crashed over your body and you couldn't help but let your body lose control. your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your back arched, toes curling against his lower back. you grabbed onto the sheets you were laying on, gripping them so tightly your knuckles turned white. you had never felt anything more amazing in your life. yes you've given yourself orgasms, but none of them felt as great as this one. your mind was fuzzy and there were stars behind your eyelids; you were in your own little space.
you began to come back down from your high, heavy breaths taking over your moans. your body relaxed back into the sheets and you felt niall smirk against you as he licked you clean.
"oh my god, did u just cum?" even through your filmy eyes, you could see his face light up and a huge grin grow on his lips. you could see yourself glistening against his lips and chin as he hovered over you, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"yeah" you breathed out heavily, letting your eyes flutter shut in your afterglow.
"fuck yeah, finally!!" he giggled before leaning down and pressing his lips to yours, letting you taste yourself on his tongue, "how'd it feel?"
"good" you smiled lazily at him
"oh my god i'm so happy" he grinned and laid down next to you, pulling you into his arms and hugging you tightly
you giggled, climbing onto his lap and straddling his lap, "uh uh, 's your turn now"
