the second you saw her hand touch niall's, your blood began to boil. you were backstage at one of his shows and a young girl who was apart of the backstage crew at the venue was eyeing your man the entire time you all were there. you decided to be affectionate with him because maybe she lived under a rock and didn't know niall horan was dating y/n y/l/n, so you would cuddle up to him, wrap your arms around him, kiss his cheek, etc. neither of you were ever really affectionate in public so this behavior was odd to him, but you just played the "i just love you a lot" card.
so once you saw her touch him flirtingly after OBVIOUSLY showing that you were his girlfriend, you walked over to him while he spoke to tara and her and wrapped your body around him, pressing your lips to his shirtless shoulder. he looks down at you and shakes you off and says sternly, "babe, whatrya doin' stop" and that's when you broke. you stormed off to the back where his dressing room was, niall shortly chasing after you. you were embarrassed, to say the least; for storming off like that over something that looked really silly to others, but it was way deeper than that to you.
you were upset. really upset. (and being on your period made this whole situation 10 times worse for you, but no one had to know that). making it to the room, you face planted on the couch, trying to not let your emotions get the best of you. niall closed the door behind him as he said "y/n, what da hell was dat. what's wrong?" and thats when the tears behind to build up behind your eyes. niall urged you to sit up and you did, making sure to hide your face in your hands. you let out a soft sob and niall sighed, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into his side while he hummed softly, "baby, what happened? 's it 'cause i pushed ya away?"
you shook your head and he hummed, "den what's the matter? oh, 's it 'cause of kim?" so thats her name... when you didn't respond that's when he knew he was right. niall's all about trust in a relationship and he doesn't like jealousy. of course there's gonna be jealousy in a relationship, but he definitely does his best to avoid it because if you can't trust someone in a relationship, its not gonna work out.
"y/n, c'mon, 's not dat big 'a deal, 's not like 'm leadin' her on". you reply with "'s not just that niall!"
"den what is it hun?"
you shake your head, afraid to say what youre truly upset about because it makes you so vulnerable and small. "i jus' dont want you t' leave me".
"why da fuck would i leave ya?" hes so confused at this point
"because youre niall horan! you can literally get any girl in the world and im scared that youll find one and-"
"y/n oh my god, babe, no, look at me, if i wanted someone else, i'd go get someone else, but i dont want anyone else 'cause youre one of da best t'ings that've happened t' me. you know that. i wanna marry ya, have babies wit ya. i wanna spend me life with ya and i get that yer upset but ya gotta trust me with shit like dis, okay? i can't be in a relationship if ya dont trust me."
you nodded your head and wiped away your tears before he hummed, "i love you. i love you so much and i wouldn't even dream of bein' wit someone else"
"i love you too."
you felt better, still hated her, but felt better.
