A Chapter Named C

This isn't what i want

Maybe I'm running from it
Away from what's coming

I don't want to not hear about your day
I don't want to not feel your embrace in bed
I don't want to not see your eyes reflect sunlight
I don't want to not share my life with you
I don't want to not feel your lips on mine

I dread the first night you don't come home
I dread the first sight of an empty room
I dread the first day i wake without your warmth
I don't want to do our routines alone

[3/12/2022]