You start it
I'm captured by it
You push at it
I'm enraged by it
You ask if we're done now
Like you didn't just provoke itYou make snide remarks
I watch you hide a smile
You wait for me to detonate
I know that it's deliberate
You criticize how I'm feeling
I feel your love retreatingYou scream for my silence
I cry for your connection
You can't give what i require
I will still grant your every desire
You can't have it both ways
I'll either be here
Or I'll disappear[1/30/2022]
![](https://img.wattpad.com/cover/312838293-288-k600445.jpg)