Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 25.

"Kyle and Camila..like the same guy?" Lauren questioned with an amused look on her face, I hit her playfully on the arm.

"It's not funny Lauren, this is serious. One of them will end up hurt!" I explained to her.

"I know but we just have to let fate take it's course. I've realised that's always the best way." She said with a more serious look on my face.

"I'll miss you when you leave." I told her honestly.

"I'll miss you too." She replied.

"I'm still really sorry that things ended the way they did with us." I told
Lauren whilst looking directly in her eyes.

"Well maybe one day we will end up together." She said with a smile wiped across her face.

"I really hope we do." I told her before she pulled me into a tight embrace.

--

"Dad, Lauren leaves tonight and I need to show her I want her. What do I do!?" I asked (yelled) as I ran into the kitchen.

"What do you want to do?" He asked as he returned to his breakfast.

"Well there is one thing I really want to do but I feel I'm too scared of rejection to do it." I spoke truthfully.

"Don't let fear get in your way. Just do it." He told (demanded).

"Are you sure this will be perfect?" I asked the lady.

"This is perfect for how you described it, if she doesn't love it she's crazy." She explained.

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Lauren and the girls' flight was in one hour so I had to rush. I grabbed my guitar and made my way to the airport.
Lauren's mom told me where they would be to save time so as soon as I got there I ran to where they would be.

"LAUREN!" I called and I saw her turn around and look at me like I was crazy. Admittedly, I probably did look crazy as I was breathing way too heavily and holding a guitar in the middle of an airport.

"I know I'm not as good at this as you guys are so please don't judge me because I'm really trying." I said only half jokingly.

"And I know what I'm about to sing isn't the most romantic thing ever but I feel like they fit us quite perfectly." I finished before taking a deep breath.

"Midnight,
You come and pick me up, no headlights
A long drive,
Could end in burning flames or paradise
Fade into view, oh, it's been a while since I have even heard from you,

I should just tell you to leave 'cause I
Know exactly where it leads but I
Watch us go 'round and 'round each time,

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style,

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt
And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style.

So it goes
She can't keep her wild eyes on the road
Takes me home
Lights are off, he's taking off her coat, hmm, yeah.
I say, "I heard, oh, that you've been out and about with some other girl, some other girl."

She says, "What you've heard is true but I
Can't stop thinking about you," and I...
I said, "I've been there, too, a few times."

'Cause you got that James Dean daydream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

You got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt
And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style

Take me home
Just take me home, yeah.
Just take me home

You got that James Dean daydream look in your eye
And I got that red lip classic thing that you like
And when we go crashing down, we come back every time
'Cause we never go out of style
We never go out of style." I finished and looked directly at Lauren. I had attracted a little bit of a crowd but I was just focused on her.

"I have one more." I told her before looking down at my guitar.

"Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing
That I know

And when it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And times are forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And is the only thing
That I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in a photograph
We make these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And times forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
Till our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
Well that's ok baby only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well that's ok baby only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone
Wait for me to come home." I finished and looked up only for my eyes to be met by the love of my life.

"Lauren, as I said earlier, I probably could've picked better songs to describe how I feel but whatever. I honestly don't know how you've done this twice because honestly I'm terrified. I love you, in fact I don't think I even have enough time to even explain how I feel. I think I fell in love with you from the moment I first saw you, I just didn't realise it until a few years. I'll keep this short because hopefully in a few months I'll have a lot for time to explain how I feel. I love you so much." I finished before getting down on one knee and pulling the small box out of my pocket.

"Lauren Michelle Jauregui, I love you. Will you marry me?" I asked, tears running down my cheeks.

A/N: so should Lauren say yes or not??
Sorry for any mistakes.
Please vote and comment.
(Also I started on the Camren fic which is based on multiply by Ed Sheeran)
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